Pain and pleasure drives people to make changes... Recently I just experience some of that and I think it's time to change...
I am clueless when it comes to matters of the heart. But I'm not the sort who would do nothing about it. So I went to read it up and learn as much as I could, to prepare myself for every possible setback that may happen.
Have you ever do everything you could
for the better and for the good
but only to be disappointed and misunderstood
It hurts so bad inside, feeling so darn blue
Like many knifes endlessly poking you
Left in utter confusion without a clue
Just as I thought it couldn't get any worst
It was knowing that I've hurt someone I love
that brought tears rolling down my cheek curves
Bloody books, theories and thoughts, think so far, feel so tired
Should not have taught or plead, selfishly wanting only what I desired
Maybe it was something I did or said, maybe.. I should.. just.. keep.. quiet...