Fai†hfully Preparing my Fields for the Rain

:: ok.... ::

Sunday service: sermon was lead by my ex-cell leader... I was kinda tired so i slept quite abit heeZ... but i did manage to catch what message he was trying to get through... He was talking about Blssings for Obedience and Curses for Disobedience in Deuteronomy 28:1-68... basically the whole chapter... Well, I wanna admit tt I haven't been close to God or shall we shall 'obedient' to God recently... No wonder so many 'bad' things befall on me... During sharing, I heard 1 of our brothers say tt even though we are cursed by the Lord for diobedience but He is kind and quick to forgive, He will remove our curse and add great amounts of blessings instead if we are quick to repent and come back into the presence of God... so ya... I've been failing quizzes for no particular reason except for my ignorance towards God recently... Sorry God... n thank you for forgiving my sins.. I pray for all the young people in Christ tt they too will come back to your ever so warm and wonderful presence. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Had a Vision
on Tuesday, June 28, 2005, 8:40 AM

:: Hmm... ::

A good elaboration given by a preacher on saturday... about "what matters more is the inside" - a crystal glass and a chipped plastic mug, which is better to have? the answer is rather obvious but what if the the crystal glass is filled with sewage water whereas the mug is filled with the finest wine in the world... which then would u rather have...

Had a Vision
on Monday, June 27, 2005, 11:50 PM

:: ugh... ::

Can you belief it... i just reach home!! 1am dan reach home!! when i'm suppose to reach school at 8am in the morning, i still can sit down here n blog??!! but bo bian... my friend birthday... I wanted to say know but deep in tt liitle head of mine heard a beat from my heart saying tt, "What if..." and i finally realise how important birthday's are... for just once in a year they want to feel important.
And this is my value system:
1st: God
2nd: Family
3rd: Friends
4th onwards: Doesn't really matter to me much now...

Had a Vision
on Friday, June 24, 2005, 1:45 AM

:: yay!!!! ::

haha! after days of 'studying' the DotA website and asking for many advise from many ppl.. haha... applied Proverbs 15:22, "Plans fail for lack of counsel, but with many advisers they succeed." and yup I finally won in DotA... but still sad tt I can't use this verse for a good purpose like studies... not tt i can't but i'm just still at testing stage... already i'm seeking help for maths which was once very good...

Last night, I read Proverbs 24:16, "for though a righteous man falls seven times, he rises again, but the wicked are brought down by calamity." God is telling me to hang on... and an assurance from Proverbs 24:14, "Know also that wisdom is sweet to your soul; if tou find it, there is future hope for you, and your hope will not be cut off."

haha... thanks to God, Saturday and Sunday's Qing Yi Ru I am now able to pick up where i left off and continue my walk in Christ...

Had a Vision
on Tuesday, June 21, 2005, 9:09 AM

:: Err... duh... wat day is today... ::

KK, friday's gonna be father's day... still dunno wat to buy... huh?? wat am i saying?! nvm, anyway... long time no blog cos nothing talk about... everyday playing game... maple for 2 weeks n now is DotA... i can't help saying but everytime i play a game, i say it's fun then when i stop playing i say it's a waste of time... i dun understand y i always liddat 1... haiZ... Wat can i say.. I just love to have fun! but come to think of it.. who doesn't. Haha... but i dunno y i always give this excuse that 'playing game helps stimulate the brain into thinking'. I think i heard it from somewhere but i just can't remember...

wtf! i fell asleep while blogging... i think i should hit the sack b4 my head hits the keyboard...

Had a Vision
on Saturday, June 18, 2005, 12:04 AM

:: WOW!! Worship! ::

Saturday, Sunday - Church was havinga spiritual training session... I was a part of it... I also think i really need it, i've been feeling spiritually dry these few days... not reading the bible, praying, etc. started playing maple shortly after stopping pool. BUT now! finally, saturday n sunday with God is just what i needed... excessive happiness.

Then as for what is learnt... something pastor said today had quite an impact, "If u tell someone a secret n tell the person not to tell, then it is no longer a secret for it is told... n if we can't keep the secret ourself then wouldn't it be more difficult for others to keep it a secret, therefore, we have put ourself in a situation where we are, n will sin easily cos we will get angry if the person don't keep the secret a secret." hmm... yay! i'm enlightened! Thank You God!

At night, I read another verse tt hit me really really hard this time... 'who despises a vile man but honors those who fear the Lord, who keeps his oath even when it hurts' - Psalms 15:4

Had a Vision
on Monday, June 13, 2005, 12:57 AM

:: Stupid World... ::

Wake up feelin blur blur 1 dunno y... then go to school oso blur blur 1 dunno y... dunno wat i doing in school... ubtil the end of the day, started to queue for Lin Jun Jie's Concert ticket.. started at about 4.45pm-7.45pm provided i 'cut queue' during which i sat on chewing gum!! then in the end i realise i can only get 1 ticket per person... haiz...

Had a Vision
on Thursday, June 09, 2005, 9:58 PM

:: Hmm... ::

Well, just another day... today have Maths Bonus test and i dunno why so blur or sui or dunno wat lah... suppose to bring calculator and maths table but when i check my bag dun have... so i go find Zhi Jin to borrow. I end early so i went to their class disturb them... then kanna scolded by the teacher... Alamak! so pai seh sia... but funny!
Anyway, the test was ok lah... i think i can pass... dan the good thing tt happen today is tt I got Regina's contact! haha! very funny... she dunno today got test so oso never bring maths table, so the teacher ask her to share n I was the nearest so teacher point at me... but cannot sit beside me so she sit infront of me dan she had to sit slanted abit to the left with her left hand holding the maths table while doing the test... dan very funny lor... I want to help her take but i didn't, dunno y... K, so after the test she ask me bout the paper lor.. dan complain abit dan i said, "Gimme ur no. lah, then next time if got test or something i can contact u rite.." as I was talking, Edmund walk pass dan very funny.. he was evedropping... so funny sei...

Another funny thing is during the last lesson, I was eating the worms i bought on sunday at center point, dan the guys just eat lor.. no big deal except for the indians n of course the girls didn't dare to eat.. haha.. their funny expression never fails to make me smile when i throw the worms in their face... the last funny thing tt happen is when i was packing my bag to go home, i realise tt my calculator and maths table was in my bag all along!!? haha!

K, after school... i went office n had a talk with Justin... He told me the reason why the poor gets poorer and the rich gets richer... it was because the lower income people spend their money on "stuffs", while the higher income people spend their money on investments... eg. properties to get passive incomes and knowledge to upgrade self...

Had a Vision
on Tuesday, June 07, 2005, 12:05 AM

:: Small deeds have BIG impact! ::

This morning sermon...
Crossing the traffic when the red man is lit is wrong cos it's against the law... but most of the time we just cross cos we never get hurt... Maybe we can survive a thousand times but what if one day, an elderly or a little kid saw you crossing the road and follows but was too slow and was hit by a car. Who is responsible then...

another example...
What if one day when your children ask you why you cross the road when their school taught them not to cross when red man is lit, how do you explain to them... that some laws can don't follow one? it depends? school is school, and this is reality?

Had a Vision
on Sunday, June 05, 2005, 9:41 PM

:: Outing!! Yay! ::

haha... let's see... well, it's really been quite long since our church's youth had an outing like this! Met them at the mrt control station first then took 403 there...I invited Yi Li so i have to wait fer him... very late le so they go first. Thank God! Li Yao accompany me wait. Thx Bro! else i'd have bored to death... than after reaching i had to leave them there cos i need to go fetch the fishballs from my mom shop and Thank God! Ah Gu was there willing to give me a trip there in his car! He got his car not long ago n ain't very 'pro' at driving yet so when the light suddenly change orange, he break n gave me a slight jerk but he continued cos the car was just bout 1 m away... Though his car is abit 'old' (7th hand car!?) but it still works pretty well. He also installed this really cool player inside... make me wanna get a car oso.. hah.. then customize everything sui sui like tt time me and my family were going back from malaysia in another persons land cruiser... he's those specialist pick-up driver who send people back and fourth thru SG and Malaysia at a price of course... then anyway, his car was like Totally cool! had 2 tv can watch vcd/dvd and dunno how many sound blaster... simply the best i've ever seen... i think he said he spent bout 10k to customize until liddat...
k, anyway... back to the Outing! when i reached, i already missed out a few games but i joined in the grouping of the big challenge! (which i hate alot cos i always lose) but heck care! i just played for the sake of playing... then at 1 station, Chek Meng was in charge and he made us eat disgusting stuffS!! made me eat worms(maggots) dead 1 of course and i was like... ok lor! n gulp them down. haha! nice! crispy! I like... The other stations weren't planned very well... make me sweat... but still.. FUN!!

Had a Vision
on Saturday, June 04, 2005, 8:13 PM

:: AD anology ::

Kicking habit with a new habit... apparently it's true! After so many days of consecutive pool seesions... I've finally stopped! yay! but the downside is the new habit... I came home on monday and saw my mei playing maple story?! i said, 'eh?! i tot maple story delete le?!' and she said, 'noo.. this is the new 1, MapleSEA' then i said, 'huh... then u starting all over again?' and she said, 'fun lah..' then i looked at those small body, big head characters jumping about, i said, 'ehh!!! i oso want to play!' tt explains the MIA for so long...

Tuesday... Actually sch starts at 12 but i came to sch at 10 to do project... haiz... sianz... but then again.. after school, i played badminton! heeZ! hmm... is it just me or is my badminton skills getting better... haha... finally, i manage to whack Sam... usually she can hit away, dodge it, or catch it but this time I got her... muahaha!

Wednesday...is the longest day but the least book!? why?! cos lessons starts at 8am n end at 7pm. first 4 hrs is lab one shot - MTNPROJ1 then i have 4 hrs break!! then 2hrs Sociology tut followed by an hr of lec... During the 4 hrs of break, last week was pool. This week i ask Zhenling to come TP teach me play table tennis... heeZ! it fun!! but so freakin tiring... i was sweating like a pig... not because of the playing but the picking up of ball! lol, we just keep missing the ball n it keeps flying very far! funny thing was, i only invited ZL with 1 table but end up with over 10 ppl playing! wow! where those ppl come from?! At first i wanted company so i ask ZhiJin cos he ask me to jio him... ZL brought her mei, Jia Yi... then at the Library, we were waiting for Li Yao who had an hr break got nth to do, tt was when TPGE was playing their songs which they learn from soo long ago... 'First Love' and another song i 4got the name... then we met Edmund outside the library who also had nth to do, so he followed us... While playing, Chun Seng joined in followed by a few more ex-schoolmates then a few freshies came to see.. after awhile, they ask if they could join... so ya, in the end got alot of ppl... haha... Must be JY lah... why ZL bring her mei sei... chio bu leh! attract all the guys... haiz... speaking of which during my CDS we split into groups, teacher choose then put me innto a group of 4 whereby i'm the only guy.. again.. *smirks* then dunno why so heng... the 'prettiest girl' in the class go into my grp, called WenNa... and well, another 3 more contacts to my hp...

Thursday... play sports? nope! break time got read story book? nope! When got 30 mins free time do wat? Brisk walk to cyber center to play Maple story... Ahhhh!!!! let's see this morning wake up, play. Afternoon break, play. After school, play. Reach home, still playing until 12am somemore when tmr sch starts at 8am! Alamak! 1.30 liao... going to bed le...

Had a Vision
on Friday, June 03, 2005, 12:49 AM