:: Died? ::
I saw the different sides of me today... The Demon, The Angel, and the Guardian who constantlyseeks someone to carry, someone to protect, someone to shine light on, someone to be there for...
And finally, I saw the lonely boy, scared, frightened, terrified, his eyes filled with pain, regret, hurts, anger, but there was no tears... he stood there clamly as if nothing really happen, his emotions could only be told through those eyes that he oftens closes or looks away... hiding them in every way he can...
The Demon, filled with greed for perfection, power, anger, grief, hate had eyes for destruction, blue flames of sorrow engulfs him, burning him inside-out as seen from the smokes that come from his nose, a mouthful of burning lava opened up, inside were teeths seeking blood, black claws burning with dark flames that seems to disintergrates everything it touches, spikes coming out of every part of the body seeking vengence, there was also a pair of wings that spread out wide enough to lift him off the ground abit but bounded by golden chains of righteousness, he could not go anywhere futher than a metre away for where he stands is on a small island where hail storm never stops falling...
The Angel, shining ever so brightly, the warm and seemingly baby blue light that brightens even the darkest shadows, the sun shining constantly on him, standing ever so gracefully and confident, he carries the sword of the spirit, equip with the full armor of God, he lift off into the air soaring through stormy skies into rocky mountains making rainbow appear and snow fall, when he spread out his wings, breezy winds blow against everyones faces, the wings spread out more than several metres wide each also shining ever so brightly it's almost impossibly breathtaking to describe the joy and peaceful feeling to be with him...
Had a Vision
on Monday, February 20, 2006, 9:27 PM
:: ugh... ::
ugh... tired... beat... not beaten though!! good thing there are good n bad things in life... not just the bad ones...
this morning when i came to school, i saw the old couple which i saw a few days back whereby the old lady just pass out in the middle of a conversation with the old man... the old man was healthily cycling while the old lady was having a cast over her right wrist...
today i had my CDS presentation, it was good but the bad thing was that when my fren ask me y i didn't come for the test on sat that i realise i totally 4got... T_T
but then again, the good side was that if i fail, i get to take 1 more CDS which is both good n bad in a way i'd need to clock more hours which leads to more stress but on the other hand... i get to learn more!! rite..? n learning more means i would get closer to becoming a better person rite? so either way, i still win! yay!
Had a Vision
on Tuesday, February 07, 2006, 2:11 PM
:: 15 mins of boredom ::
ok! i just finish my bnt quiz which i didn't study for but i know abit here n there so should be ok... then i finish early yet no one to go have breakfast with me... so i come library..
but then after i turn on the computer, i realised i have nothing to do so i open blogger loh.. hmm... now wat should i write...
about how i chinese new year?
friday-played ff10
sat-played ff10
sunday-played ff10
monday-played ff10
tuesday-sick, slept, then played ff10
WOW~! what an amazing weekend!! i played all the time!
monday i received a number of birthday greetings... one of them super kia su, sent at 12am... must be scared 4get then set alarm in handphone de... =X
WOW~! i left 7mins... k, i shall talk about my birthday in detail...
i woke up, i shit, i brush teeth, i drink some water, i started playing ff10... bleah!
PRESENTS!! i shall talk about presents... hmm... didn't receive much... only a SPIDERMAN keychain n 2 boxes of alcoholic CHOCOLATES!!! =)
then alot of "extra" ang bao as always... (boring) but at least i always have alot ang bao in chinese new year!!! HeeZ!~
yes! left 1min on the clock n i've successfully spent these gracefully God given 15mins in the school library~
this is your friendly neighbourhood, si-bai-de-man! signing off! =)
Had a Vision
on Wednesday, February 01, 2006, 9:41 AM