Fai†hfully Preparing my Fields for the Rain

:: I Still - Backstreet Boys ::

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?
Baby

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)

I try to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Ohhhh
Wish I could find you
Just like you found me
Ohhhhh (can't live without you)

Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word) word from you

Had a Vision
on Tuesday, July 26, 2005, 10:50 AM

:: haha.. funny... ::

K, this week, my cousin came back to Singapore to see us then my father decided to give a treat for dinner... wow.. it's been a long time since we went out to eat... den we were driving back home after the dinner, we dropped Dito off at the MRT station dan there were these newspaper tt we sit on cos the lorry is rather dirty so after he left, the papers had nothing to hold onto them... den the wind very big, it made the paper flew here n there... i was afraid it might fly out n smack into another cars window, so i watched the paper carefully in case it fly pass me n i can catch it but instead, it flew n smack onto my sisters face! LOL! it was really funny manz! I saw the whole thing... n she didn't even know wat happened.

Den after tt i saw something else tt was rather funny... when the car stop my mom n sis start to comb their hair at the same time cos of the mess tt the wind make, but as soon as the car starts moving, their hair starts to mess up again. haha... this implies only 1 thing...
Women are vain.

Had a Vision
on Sunday, July 17, 2005, 9:03 PM

:: Ughh... Tired... ::

wa biang eh... first time i biah until liddat...

study many many until i want to go crazy... thank God i know how to de-stress... Phew!
Friday was the most hectic! Zhi Jin came my house on thursday nite to study maths cos he say he cannot study alone as he would fall asleep... so we study until 5am in the morning, thank God our test is in the afternoon at 3.30pm... we could have went on studying but because we were going crazy and our minds couldn't think straight so we hit the sack at 5, den in da morning, my peaceful slumber was interupt by a call from a teacher who told me i missed the very impt briefing about the the CDS, Global Citizenship and asked if i was still interested... at first i was kinda blur from the sudden awakening so i say, okok anything anything... den later dan i went to check up tp website to find out what i signned up what just happenned.. so i called to confirm my drop in da subject cos after realising i need to pay for the CDS, i think it's not worth it... haha...
K, so after school on friday, the last day of term test, we wanted to go celebrate or something but church needed some help and we went until about 9++, I was invited to a birthday chalet so I HAD to go for it cos i said i would which dan i end up home at 1am dan i went online somemore to confirm some things about the next day and end up sleeping at 3am! dan i had to wake up at 5am!!! cos i have to be in church on saturday as i'm 1 of the POD leaders for the fundraising event.
BUT the event was truely amazing! I met lots of different type of ppl... I remembered there was a boy who ran up to me, donated a dollar n shouted "I made a difference!" n ran back to his friends continuely shouting tt.. dan there was a kind aunty tt ask politely if I dun mind her donating 5 cents coin so i tot, "ok anything, as long as u donate" den she takes out a bag full of 5 cents!? wah! also I met a few who said they dun have coins but later comes back to make a donation... dots manz! My whole team met many many different encounter even some ask for our license, not to mention the police also paid us a visit... not to check on us but they were giving out stuffs haha... it was very funny too bad i wasn't exactly there to see the whole thing...
Dan with tt 2 hrs of sleep, a miracle happen! I manage to survive for more dan 15hrs outside... I left my home on saturday morning at 6am and reached home at 10pm. This time i'm obviously tired... Still, I went for service the next morning! but somehow, I felt... numb... until after service, i caught up with a an old buddy, Chin Beng, I accompanied him to queensway to buy shoe dan we went starbucks for a little rest i so long for and a nice guy to guy chat made me feel sooo much better... All I need now is a nice rest...

Had a Vision
on Sunday, July 10, 2005, 11:48 PM

:: LOLX ::

haha... apparently i can't get to show on blogger... Go put the codes in wordpad or something... it should work nicely...

Had a Vision
on Wednesday, July 06, 2005, 7:50 PM

:: Interesting... hmm... ::

I learnt some things today...

Alt+0153=™
Alt+0134=†
Alt+0169=©
Alt+21=§
Alt+159=ƒ
Alt+0162=¢
Alt+0163=£
Alt+0165=¥
Alt+0170=ª
Alt+0174=®
Alt+0176=°
Alt+0178=²
Alt+0179=³
Alt+0185=¹
Alt+0189=½
Alt+0128=€
Alt+04862=þ
Alt+0161=¡

I think i'll put my initials as §ª¡N†
so i need to remember 21,0170,0161 and 0134

Had a Vision
on , 7:14 PM

:: I'm coming back to the heart of worship! ::

Hmm... recent days are dull... dunno y... sermon refocusing on Blessings for Obedience and Curses for Disobedience... Church is having our annual 40days fast...
I'm going about this differently...
I'm gonna fast from DotA... the game i'm into now for 2 weeks? after 2 weeks of maple after 2 weeks of pool after friday, 13th. I honestly can say I still cannot let go nor 4get... I'm gonna use this time now to come back to God, pick myself up, move on... Apparently, after many trails of brain-washing myself, it's useless... I really have to come back to God. Only He alone can help me now...

Funny thing happened this afternoon at church, after service, dere's dance at 1.30 dan my sis gotta go meet her friend, I sent her out to the bus stop n the bus just went but it's 1.30 le... den I have to like make a choice between ministry n family. Thank God I chose family... even though i tot since it's daylight nth possibly could happen if i leave her alone dere but surprisingly when the bus came, her ez-link no money dan she never bring money... So thank God I was dere... haha...

I pray in Jesus Christ name for the 9 fruits of the spirit-love, peace, joy, patience, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, kindness and self-control. I pray tt I would be bless abundantly in love, peace, patience n self-control for i think tt i really need em now b4 i go crazy n some1 gets hurt in da process of my bottled explosion. I pray for a miracle Lord! In Jesus holy name I pray. Amen.

Had a Vision
on Sunday, July 03, 2005, 11:37 PM