Fai†hfully Preparing my Fields for the Rain

:: lots to say... ::

reason for absent from blog: mapling, too lazy, busy peeling skin, sick, what else... no time maybe...

which brings me about Why i write blogs? is it to destress, but i play game to destress. Is it for me to remember the things, good or bad that happened, but what's there to remember bad things in life? to learn from them? Or is it simply because i know some1 is reading them, and it's because they wants to know whats going on in my life, because they want to care for, because they wanna know if i'm alright...

ok, last week stuff i can't quite remember except for last saturday's combined cell outing to sentosa! Easily remembered because of all the "scars" it left me, i had to spend the whole week mending these scars... argh! can't sleep well for like 3 days cos of the terrible sunburn!! Games lead by Keith are always either xiong or super xiong BUT Extreme fun gaurenteed! first, we were split into our cell for a inter-cell challenge, we had to choose a volunteer from the cell, a good swimmer was adviced... i looked around, there were only 3 guys in my cell, me being the oldest guy in the cell had "no" choice. We were suppose to bury the person whole body except the head in sand in the quickest time possible, then put a bottle on the persons head (my head) and each member had to run about 10 meters to the sea (yup! salty sh*t water) and use their hands or mouth (yup! MOUTH) and carry the water into the bottle thats place on the burried persons forehead. *EEeeeewww* Then about half filled, I must struggle out of the sand, grab the bottle on my head, jump into the sea and swim to the nearest island, place the bottle there, run back from the bridge, then another person goes to retrieve it.
BUT unfortunately for me, my lungs haven't moved for "awhile", the millions of sand pressing on my chest already knocking me out half-life, then swimming for dunno how many meters is like WOW! i gave up halfway through the swim... (feeling like a total loser, big man, give up?) still i'm touched by the concerning people around me, getting me water to drink, etc. Anyway, the games continues! it was hide and seek time! but it didn't went very well cos lousy hiders were chosen... then dog & bone! then Handball! which i think was around 1pm in the afternoon cause i was almost KO by the sun. (again feeling like a loser, so big yet so weak?)
Then it was finally time to eat, i made ham and cheese sandwiches that ended up as ham and Melted cheese sandwiches... very demoralising actually, nice piece of art turned into ya know, but hey! melted cheese is my favourite!!! =) then i went to tan for awhile thinking i was too pale, but ended up making a big letter "S" out of the sand like 3d liddat, very cool too bad my friend destroyed it immediately after it's done along with the 3d apple i made. And left with nothing... T_T

Had a Vision
on Monday, October 24, 2005, 5:13 PM