:: Love is patient ::
hah! impatience has overrule me... *slams the table hard* once again the violent storm within me strikes another wonderful day.. was it the stored anger, frustration and stress that evaporates into the highest altitudes of my very heart, mind and body that when this cluster of evaporated patience, it turns into a big cloud of confusion that hovers over my head... cover my face in shadows, making me blind from the path and at any point of time when in this state when harmed, WILL defend myself by unleashing pain within me stored up from many, many sorrowful events to my surrounding resulting in complete chaos, and mostly hurt from within for my pain is from within and therefore the name GentleSquall...
The sudden storm that destroys comes slowly and gently with warnings and precautions but for the unfortunate ones that are trapped in the vortex of the squall shall face the consequences for playing in the rain...
today, watch CDS movie, Chariots of Fire, but did not understand abit, had bnt quiz with a few dunno what to do's, but still finish ahead of time... after school, at night went for bbq! fianlly my first time at the pit... but had to wait for a bunch of girls to get out of the area~My Squall came at this time, unlukily for some of the girls there... thank God it ended with not so much injuries b4 i got the pit for myself den my first time bbqing and it was good... didn't overcook n managed the fire well, so was the fire within me managed well... just face black black nia... k... sleepy liao.... ZZzzzz...
Had a Vision
on Wednesday, December 07, 2005, 11:46 PM
:: yay! ::
tmr youth camp le!! missed the last 1... cos i was in australia, now definitely wun miss!
today, good day! better than yesterday... lost my pencil! F*ck sia!
i just read finish a book called, "Does God still guide" it tells about decision making and God's will... 1 thing i learn from this book n i'm applying is the 21 day prayer every morning, "Heavenly Father, you are in charge of everything that will happen to me today, whether it be good or bad, positive or negative. Please make me thankful for everything that happens to me today. Amen."
Lord, i also pray that you would remind me to pray this prayer every morning as Lord you know that I do not have a very good memory...
Had a Vision
on Friday, December 02, 2005, 12:52 AM