Fai†hfully Preparing my Fields for the Rain

:: Giving thanks ::

Tuesday prayer meeting there was a talk about giving thanks and confessing your sins to something... something good i 4got...

then we had a discussion about giving thanks! at that point i somehow didn't had anything special to give thanks about... i just gave thanks that i was alive n healthy... then at that night after i went home from PM, there was 2 chicken chop waiting for me n half a spring chicken as well!! cos b4 PM i was thinking wether to eat or not, i ate of course... so there i finish the 2 chicken chop for "supper" n was simply too full to handle the spring chicken. At this point i remembered the verse, "God has plan for you not to harm you..." and "He even feeds the bird in the trees... what more will your father in heaven give you..." and another verse "He will bless you with more than you can imagine.." not very sure where these verses are though...

then this morning rain, i asked my dad to drive me to school, he overshot, i had to walk a distance to reach school, during that 10mins walk, there was no rain, then only after i reach school it started pouring n i was like, "wow! GOD is amazing!" not at that point cos i tot the rain completely stopped, after i received a phone call from Zhijin to ask me fetch him from the bus stop then i know it rained after i reached.

Had a Vision
on Thursday, August 31, 2006, 9:04 AM

:: Rabbit!! ::

This is a cute rabbit.

I like rabbits like this one over here.

This is not my rabbit.

My favourite animal is rabbit.

Because they are cute.

They are chubby.

They give an example of how big the world really is.

They get curious upon reaching a new terrain.

They know where the food comes from, and get excited when the person with the food comes.

They like to jump around at times like as if they are happy or something.

They like to chew on things.

Their shit is dry and easy to clear.

The way they eat is funny.

They have very beautiful eyes.

Had a Vision
on Tuesday, August 29, 2006, 9:04 AM

:: Are dreams just dreams? ::

I can't believe i actually would ever have this kind of dream!

i dreamt that i pecked on someone's forehead, then she pecked on my cheek back, then we started kissing!!

Kiss

dream interpretation

meaning of dream

In this dream you may be expressing feelings that are difficult to express during the day. Kissing is usually an indication of warmth, affection, and happiness. If you don't receive enough love and affection in your daily life, then this could be a compensatory dream, where the dreamer is comforting himself. If you are kissing the object of your affection, the dream could be a form of wish fulfillment. Superstition based interpretations say that if you are kissing strangers, you may have a need to conquer. If the kissing is insincere, you are pretentious while if you see your partner kissing someone else, you may be afraid of infidelity.

i had another dream after that kissing dream...

i was a student, there were some of my classmates, we were waiting at a bus stop everyone was hurrily doing something like their test correction haven't done or something... then a primary/secondary school teacher who seem to give a fierce impression on everyone else came to me n ask why i got this particular question wrong... I immediately stood up n assured her that i will not make that same mistake again, not very sure why i said that, then i was then given a retest which i somehow confidently finished it with ease then i was given a lecture about listening first before you talk is the key to success or something like that by Keith from my church...

hmm... i wonder y this wierd dream...

maybe i'm ready for a test from God?

maybe i need to stand up for something i believe in?

maybe i need to consult Keith for something important in life?

or maybe there was something i said or done i should or shouldn't have said or done?

or maybe God wants me to listen to Him?

or are all these just a dream?

Had a Vision
on Saturday, August 26, 2006, 2:19 PM

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Had a Vision
on Friday, August 25, 2006, 2:10 PM

:: AHHH!!! ::

PR2 gonna start anytime now... how?!!! ahh!!!

funny lehz... y always when need to present i always liddat 1... like very nervous liddat...

like when i'm gonna go dance performance liddat... even when i meeting girl oso liddat...

i seem to care alot about my impression on others... but what they think of me, is that really important...? i dunno...

i have a great weaknest of being too proud... pride is always in my way... i'm really trying to change this... but it's hard... please tell me a faster way or gimme somemore time...

Had a Vision
on Thursday, August 24, 2006, 2:19 PM

:: Background Illustration revealed ::

The background was photoshoped from 2 final fantasy VIII picture drawn by dunno, i manage to get 2 colors so i blended them together to get a not so blue blog... to balance the feel... cos looking at blue color too much can cos depression, i heard.

Final Fantasy VIII is an RPG by squaresoft... The leading male, would be no other than Squall Leonhart, n the leading female would be no other than Rinoa Heartilly. http://www.ffonline.com/ff8/ has details of the game.

I'll be here...

Why...?

I'll be waiting'... here...

For what?

I'll be waiting...for you...so
If you come here...
You'll find me.
I promise.

i said, "me too... "

Squall said to Rinoa, "I'll be your knight."
n i too wanted to be a knight, not just a knight in maplestory, DotA, or any other game...
but i want to be someone's knight too...

Had a Vision
on , 12:34 PM

:: GentleSquall's thought revealed! ::

GentleSquall is a very contradicting term... A Squall is defined as a sudden violent gust of wind, often accompanied by rain, snow or sleet... How then can violent be described as gentle? absurbed isn't it?

You have any idea how it feels on a sunny day and suddenly a gust of wind blows until ur hair messy, then it rains.

What would be the first thing u would do? run rite? duh...

so y every username is GentleSquall? cos it's the only name i can currently think of that i can use in so many places... it makes me feel unique to the point where there is actually nobody in this whole world who didn't think of using this name. not saying that there is nobody who is not unique, just that i, like anyone else, wants to be heard, i wanna voice out ya know... sometimes i feel like i dun exist, so i gotta do something bout tt...

Had a Vision
on , 11:59 AM

:: secret blog? ::

secret blog for wat? diaoz...

blog wat leh? today PR2... haven't done anything yet... how?
sure die liaoz... but everytime meeting nothing to show oso liddat pass through... no injuries...

sigh...

hmm...
hmph!
argh!
AHH!
ehh...
Eee... Erm...
O!
OH!
OHH!!

i wonder wat all these expression means...

Had a Vision
on , 11:51 AM

:: Frostmourne Hungers!! ::

Sange
Maim effect:
5% chance
-20% attack speed
-30% movement speed for 5 sec

Sange and Yasha
Maim effect:
10% chance
-35% attack speed
-35% movement speed for 6 sec

Eye of Skadi
Passive Frost Attack:
-20% Attack Speed
-30% Run Speed

Traxex Frost Arrows
-20% attack speed
-40% movespeed

Abaddon Frostmourne
slowed by 20%

N'aix Poison Sting
-40% move speed

Viper Poison Sting
slowed by 40%

i think i kanna 1 of these... my life seems to be slowing down... yet i have so much to do.. how?

Had a Vision
on Friday, August 18, 2006, 9:44 AM

:: Kingdom Hearts ::

my cousin, Dito went back to... overseas again... dunno where.. 4got to ask... he seldoms comes... Bona as well, she broght Peter, her bf... n Dito brought his gf, michelle... my dad bought heineken, they drank some, now still left 1 bottle... they came n bought many other... now my house got 2 bottles of red wine n 1 bottle of bercardi! how? anybody having chalet or wanna get drunk pls gimme a call... my family nobody drinks... except my younger sis who's enthu about drinking but she underage...

i bought a new ps2 game... Kingdom Hearts... nice... fun... like children game liddat... but actually quite a challenge... got a mixture of squaresoft characters n disney.... everything is in 3d so it gets kind of confusing... gameplay, good... storyline so far so good, graphics very good.. overall, fun!

Had a Vision
on Monday, August 14, 2006, 9:16 AM

:: stupid dream ::

i had a dream of me trying to get 2 different breeds of rabbits together... they were super cute but somehow they just couldn't get along with each other...

another dream was me having a camera that couldn't take pictures if there was certain items in the picture... like a fliter of some sort...

i woke up late becos of that dream... thus i reach school at 8.35am... i wanted to be earlier to do something... cos today is my weekly meeting and i've done nothing... T_T

sure die 1...

Had a Vision
on Thursday, August 10, 2006, 8:44 AM

:: okokok ::

k, let's write something...

i dunno what to write...

Had a Vision
on Tuesday, August 08, 2006, 8:56 AM