:: today, good day! ::

morning i wake up bia a few more exp to reach lvl 19, archlord, then faster bia to school for meeting which i tot i would be late be God's grace never fails... cos i when i reach downstairs, the bus 3 just went n it was 9.20 liao, meeting was 10am, as i waited for the bus, i kept looking at the time, but soon the bus came, but i still tot i would be late until i saw bus 15 coming upon me getting off bus 3 so no more waiting n i actually reached school at 9.50am! wow! God of wonders! Praise the LORD!

then meeting ok loh, still rushing work that never seemed to be complete cos of my working style, i chiong first n get super tired at the end so much i dun really do any work... at first i tot it was the game, but even when i stopped gaming, still no work done... haiz... good thing chee gim is the opposite, he seems pretty much doing work more now than the start, everyday watch naruto, go friendster see girl... chee gim, if u reading this... =P

then lunch, nothing much happened... lian sei called while i was shitting, so i asked her to call back later, so after she called she asked me about the evangelism thingy... i dunno lehz... i guess this is the cross i have to take up everyday... pastor said, every1 has a different cross to carry... maybe going to church is their cross, maybe being patient with an irritating person is another person cross, maybe mine is evangelism... it's what i've never done and still have no confidence to do... God usually uses us in ways we never expect... how should i pray about this...

at night, oh! today is Gerald BD, a bunch of us went pasta eat, got gerald, joanne, allan n me at first, the rest came late... very late, eunice, cai yun, abel n sean... we celebrated his BD at pasta with a cake n song, we were so inconsiderably singing aloud in pasta lol, cos some1 behind gerald was talking on the phone haha... i talked with cai yun n eunice abit to know abit bout them... but most of the time i was crapping! HAH! i answered a funny question today,

cai yun: you all come down from where?
me (looking confused): no, we came up! from downstairs.

it seems i DO have some creativity! then the rest of the crap were more or less repeated so those who know me very long wun find me funny le... T_T
i mean i'm not a funny person loh... i'm an introvert! but somehow i had this mentality of "first impression counts" so usually people i just know or just get to know i would behave really like extrovert but it's just not me... now i say until it feels like a job... my job is to break ice! hmm... i just tot of something... i know y le... cos when i first came church very few people talk to me 1, only the leaders tt i later knew, I'M BEHAVING LIKE A LEADER! AHHH!!!

wait... tt's a good thing rite..? but i feel like i'm not ready lehz... haiz... i even talk to the outcasted ones very much... like allan just now like he talking to himself, every1 else were talking except him... but he look like he doesn't really mind lol... i think i know y God told me i'm not lonely le... cos there are people out there who are the really lonely ones... i've been remade, to help these outcasted people, because i too was like them, outcasted... now i know y i had to go through all those years of "pain n isolation", God wanted me to know how it feels like...

Thank you God, glory to your precious name, Jesus Christ, the Messiah, forever and ever. Amen.

Had a Vision
on Thursday, September 28, 2006, 8:38 PM

:: weirdo... ::

my spirit is weak
my soul is sick
my body is just meat

i simply can't grow up
living in a world so messed up
i simply can't catch up

people who don't know me thinks i'm a weirdo
cos people who knew me said so
no wonder i'm feeling so low

still in school, still working
when is my real holiday starting?
i really had enough of this waiting

back to my project that's never done
school holiday liao, everyday i still come
when will i ever ever get some fun?

Had a Vision
on Wednesday, September 27, 2006, 7:37 PM

:: Archlord Beta ::

Gameplay: nice!
Graphics: Mmmm... nice... some glithes here and there though, i hope they'll fix it...
Sound: ok
Difficulty: normal for me, i gamer pro lehz
CG: the best i've seen!

Concept of the game can be found here: http://www.softpedia.com/reviews/games/pc/ArchLord-Preview-35669.shtml

comparing with maplestory,
a review of maplestory can be found here, a fair review... http://www.gamespot.com/pc/rpg/maplestory/player_review.html?id=177414

Had a Vision
on , 3:56 PM

:: nothing better to do... ::

Once upon a time, there was a little boy, he had very little knowledge of what the world, and juvenile in every way a child could be... Not long after, he grew up, with still very little knowledge of the world, but he put most of his naive thoughts behind him...

Today, he has become a knight, and still having next to almost no knowledge about the world, he ventures the world alone.

True knowledge is knowing that you know nothing

Had a Vision
on , 2:58 PM

:: He knew... He knows... ::

God said to me today, "You are not lonely"

Had a Vision
on , 12:30 AM

:: The real me... is really really tired... ::

sigh... the real me has shown himself... cos he's really tired holding to his other form...

Real Name: Wai Sau Fu

Personality:
Perfectionist (MUST be perfect!! argh!!)
Introvert (likes peace and QUIET)
Compliant (rules are NOT meant to be broken!!!)
Kind (i need to be needed)
Steady (i just HATE changes)

Best Traits: Acting the opposite, staying on the edge of life

• may look like nothings wrong with me when inside about to breakdown
• may seem like extrovert and always self entertains but actually inside cannot stand noise
• may be noisy at times but just actually wants to be left alone peacefully
• may seem carefree at times, but constantly distracted by the imperfections everywhere
• may seem to be the person who changes alot, but struggling like mad to accept the changes!
• may seem to purposely break the rules most of the time but conscience was prick deeply each time
• may ask a multiple choice question like, "which is better?" but chooses the opposite to prevent being thought of as a dependent person

nobody will accept the real me... tt's y i'm not ready to open up to any1... i fear rejection.

Had a Vision
on Tuesday, September 26, 2006, 12:34 AM

:: I'm forgotten... ::

A Qoute taken by... no, I created this, I shall write the story

"I'm just a forgotten dream that never existed..." -by me

Had a Vision
on Monday, September 25, 2006, 5:57 PM

:: oh my gosh! look at the similarity! ::

Had a Vision
on , 5:42 PM

:: haiz... the test begins... n i have little hope in passing... ::

i just broke a girls heart sometime ago... i told her i couldn't have the same feelings she has for me... then she asked me some things to clearify her doubts... the next day she say she ok liao, 4get me liao... -_-

Anyway, that's not the problem... i'm having another problem with another girl... she likes me since secondary... she dun wan to say when... then just now on msn i trying to demote myself by saying all the bad habits, n bad points i have trying to make her think diff of me... but the more i try to push her away, i seem to be attracting her more... which reminds me i think i read it in a book somewhere... n somehow i picked up tt habit... did i? hmm... can't remember...

anyway, some1 help me pls... how to make the girl not like me or how do i kill her gently yet not painful... she sure cry 1 loh... i dun like see girl cry lah... especially if i'm the 1 who make them cry... i'm gonna cry soon... T_T

how do i undo this? what did i do which start this? was it physical attraction? physical attraction can never be prolonged... neither souls will be satisfied... n i know, the bible says it very clearly not to intermarry with non believers, i've already told her that!! i said "I cannot be with u!"

u all r probably going to ask me if i like her rite?
physically, maybe..
mentally, no.
spiritually, not allowed!

how to tell her? i still need to bring her to christ 1 lehz... if i break her heart telling i only like physically, she'll probably ask what she needs to improve or what i dun like abt her which she'll try to change to fit my preference. This is obviously puppy love loh... if she thinks i'm a bad person i dun mind, if she thinks all guys are bad guys i oso dun care, but if she goes out thinking all christians are bad people? God will have my head!!

so any1 reading this can help me, pls help me... or pray for me... i'm going to meet her monday to return her $$ i owed her... then i'm going to teach her how to be a gd gf, n how to woo guys so she'll be prepared in the future... oso, i'll present the Gospel to her as well... Give me wisdom on this, God. Purify my heart...

the test begins... "Let the boy fight his own battle" -taken from Narnia

Had a Vision
on Thursday, September 21, 2006, 8:20 PM

:: ff7, ff8, and My Final Fantasy ::

Cloud Strife / Squall Leonhart / Me

Role: Main Char / Main Char/ Main Char

Age: 21 / 17 / 20
Birthdate: August 19 / August 23 / January 30
Height: 5'7" / 5'10" / 5'11"
Blood Type: AB / AB / AB
Job: Mercenary (ex-member of SOLDIER) /
SeeD (Garden's Elite Mercenary Force) /
Christian (Mercenary & Soldier of the LORD)

.

.
Tifa Lockhart / Rinoa Heartily / ???
.

Role: Cloud's girl/ Squall's girl/ My girl?
Age: 20 / 17 / ???
Birthdate: May 3 / March 3 / May ?
Height: 5'5" / 5'4" / 5'?"
Blood Type: B / B / B?

.

.

Who is the leading female character in My Final Fantasy?

Had a Vision
on Wednesday, September 20, 2006, 12:00 PM

:: why?! ::

why didn't u flame???!!!
i told u about the other girls...
i told u i like them...
i told u they like me...
i even showed u their pretty faces...

but instead of getting jealous n flaming at guys for being such losers, u said it was my choice in the end... u accepted me for who i am... :')

u're making me like u more...

Had a Vision
on , 12:34 AM

:: Thank you God... ::

"Dinner?" is an excuse to see u... desperately!!

"ok" is me not wanting u to worry... cos letting u worry is the last thing i wanna do...

so i cried out to God wanting to want Him instead of anything else...

n the next thing tt happens after i summited my griefed entry was simply amazing, grace like rain fell down on me... she called n say she could have dinner with me... :')

now i'm sure i cannot be single liao... i read "I kissed dating goodbye" n wanted to give up a married life but she came along n swept me off my feet... some problem arose n i tried to 4get her... but the more i try, the deeper she drops from my head to my heart... In desperation to be freed from this long wait, n choosing to really be single like my brothers in church so that i can serve the Lord whole heartedly... i was instead freed from the pain that stings my heart each time i think of leading a singlehood life... i'm simply not meant to lead a single life, cos being single is actually taking my mind off Him more than not being single...

I believe God has already known what would happen today, even my thoughts n feelings today, he already knew... becos He is an all knowing God. I know He loves me, n He prepared what happen today at the tennis court n squash court... being not able to play tennis n squash for her is actually a big blessing in disguise for me... i would have broken down... Thank you God...

now... when would be a good time to 'pop' the ques...
so many girls to choose from... =X

Had a Vision
on Tuesday, September 19, 2006, 10:06 PM

:: Praise the Lord! ::

Thank you God! ur grace is enough...

Had a Vision
on , 6:51 PM

:: God help me... ::

I know, n I am very aware of who I am now...
I am a warrior, a knight in the kingdom of God, n only in a knight's heart can one find bravery.
Bravery to stand up again and again to fight after each defeat. Praise the Lord!

Standing firm, with the belt of truth buckled around my waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with my feet fitted with readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, I took up the shield of faith, with which I extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Wearing the helmet of salvation and taking the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. -Ephesians 6:14-17

I fought today's battle with great strength that came from my God n was victorious until I was faced with the matters of the heart with which I cannot reach, or heal the pain that emerge from within the very depths of it, the sea of poison, love.

But I know love too well to know this is infatuation that I feel now... but wait, I have felt this b4 n I knew what happened in the end... it was the intensive pain that drains every single second of my life with or without the thought of it... the hole in my heart that seeks love... seeks someone this very moment...

she isn't free... ugh!! the pain!!! it gets worst!!! God help me!!!!

I couldn't be this weak, I'm a warrior! A Knight! how can I let matters of the heart affect me like that (ugh! the pain...) I dun think I can survive til (ugh!) next week... (ugh!)

Had a Vision
on , 6:17 PM

:: Waiting is not something that we like to do ::

Matthew 24: 12-13
Because of the increase of wickedness, the love of most will grow cold, but he who stands firm to the end will be saved.

From a warrior's point of view:
Life is a mission - with many temptation everyday
Love is the objective - but not easy at all
Love is a process - it is friendship gone up in flames of passion
Waiting is virtue - being good was never said to be easy

1 Corinthians 13:4-8 (LOVE)
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrong. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trust, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails...

A simple elaboration..
Love is patient is the waiting of reply from love even if it takes forever..
Love is kind means the kind words spoken and heard from love..
It does not envy means the contentment of the imperfection love has to offer..
It does not boast means to appreciate love more than yourself..
It is not proud means the respect towards others should be more than self..
It is not rude means the gentleness in the words spoken and heard from love..
It is not self seeking means the pursuing of the interest of others first..
It is not easily angered means the pleasure found even in the worst of love..
It keeps no record of wrongs means the unlimited mercy love has shown and hope to receive..
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth means (to be updated)
It always protects means the (to be updated)
Always trust means (to be updated)
Always hopes means (to be updated)
Always perserveres means (to be updated)
Love never fails means (to be updated)

Had a Vision
on , 11:33 AM

:: Yes! Praise the Lord! ::

Woohoo! just came back from camp! a 3 day 2 night poly christian type of camp...
first time in my poly life, i had a poly camp, n every1 is a christian, with a same believe, a same goal, n the same God.

At first i really didn't want to go, like i really wanna use doing project as an excuse... then i had this voice who wanted me to go but accompanied by a reason to go which is to know more girls... so i tot that was a bad voice, then i dunno, then super confuse, then in the end, having the perverted nature that MAN has, i listened to the 'i tot was evil voice' and went to the camp!

day 1 (tuesday)
in the morning meeting at the mrt station.. feeling disappointed, no chiobu, nvm, then we went into our different grps and my grp ALL guys! super disappointed liao and the ultimate disappointment was the bed they promised me, dun have, must snatch 1! i was about to leave but God wanted me to stay! i could feel this with no doubts, so i stayed.
So we reached the second meeting place we i get to see some chiobu, my grp still all guys, still no affirmation about the bed, and worst lah, they sabo me play guitar but Thank God, at least got little improvement... that chiobu ask me my name during the icebreaker, then other stuffs... then at the camp, we played water bomb! muahahaha! evaded 2 n hit 2, lots of friendly fire hits cos didn't felt owning... Thank God, at night, more chiobu came the camp, woohoo! then our bunk only have 1 grp so no need share bed so much then my grp 5 ppl, 3 say they bring sleeping bag already prepared to slp on grd so i get the bed! woohoo! Praise the Lord!

day 2 (wednesday)
morning got stupid workout, make me sweat... Thank God, afternoon got 1 R & R session to rest n relax, being not a sporty type of person i didn't wanted to go join the others play but my legs seems to be as defiant as i am, n i went to play captain ball with the girls n a minority of the girls, the majority of the guys played soccer in other part of the field... so still being the not like to move type of person, i volunteered to be the captain, then this chiobu girl who came on the first night like fallen angel liddat was on the other team, but when the game start, she came to me like she wanted to guard me but she ask me for my name! i was like woh! so we exchange name n i got a super bonus, Thank God! i kanna more den a dozen mosquito bites! Thank God becos it's not bees that r stinging me! *smirk (positive thinking hor). Then at night not long after ZhiJin left, i tot i would be lonely but right after he left, the most FUN part of the camp began! Brother, i guess it's not God's will for u to experience this lol... We watched the movie War of the World, then suddenly we kanna sucked into the movie, when we came out we had bruises lol! really! (will be elaborated in the next entry tmr) then lastly, I'd like to thank God for that nite as well, though we had another brother sleeping with us, i still get the bed!

Last day (thursday, today)
morning exercise was better, they let us sleep more oso cos of the previous nite experience... then the real learning begins! i learnt alot since the second half of the camp... (Chee Gim, i guess it's really not God's will for u on this lol...) we experienced God mercy n grace at work! n at nite it was finally BBQ!!! the only time where the guys n girls finally get to mingle ard but that didn't take place... i guess every1's the shy type lol... BUT Thank God again, i exchanged alot of contacts with my bunk members at the very last minute... n i'll be getting a few christian chiobu number in a few days time, i got ask hor! just that i lazy to take down... wanted to show i'm a busy guy... *smirks again

so here i am! niteZ! n Thank you God for such a wonderful experience!

Had a Vision
on Thursday, September 14, 2006, 11:57 PM

:: S Club 7 - Never Had A Dream Come True ::

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you know

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
And so my road can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you

Had a Vision
on Monday, September 11, 2006, 1:55 PM

:: that faithful day ::

back to school during the holidays but somehow this weekend seemed longer... haha, i think cos alot happened during the weekend?

last night my old hp alarm rang, it wrote "that faithful day 2". It's been 2 years since that day... i still could remember vaguely what happen tonight 2 years ago on MSN...

after knowing each other for some time, we found out we had a common interest in love songs so we started sharing songs, sending a few each day was an excuse to talk to her... and endless nights of talking began... until i receive these 3 songs that night, "Happy Together", "Was It Something I Didn't Say" and "Why (Are We Still Friends)"

are u trying to tell me something
huh?
the songs u just sent me...
no lah, u said u like love songs mah
oh... chey! i tot u wan to tell me u like me
no lah!

but if i do?
i mean if u don't feel the same, it's ok
but what if i say i do too?
well, if u say u do then i'll be happy la, but that's if lah
ya, if lah...

well, i just wanna tell u tt if u do, i do too...

and she went offline but she msg me to confirm what i just said on msn... and i affirmed her.

Had a Vision
on , 1:30 PM

:: My Maple Story ::

My maple story's storyline is currently being written... but only reached till chapter 2, chapter 3 just begun... soon my story will end, but before that is like phew! i need to biah 2times exp to complete my chapter 3, and b4 i biah my 2times exp, i must make sure i make complete use of that 24hrs, therefore, i have decided to get speed armors b4 i start my 24hr marathon whereby i'll need a bone helm costing ard 4-6mil, an icarus cape(2) costing ard ??mil and speed shoe costing ard 3-8mil depending on how much speed there is... so total is ard ALOT of time... which i dun have, how? bia 2times mesos first? or go and borrow the items? or borrow the mesos?

Anyway, my maplestory chapter 3 is already being written but the main character is not ready to act in my maple movie lol, so my maple movie wun be up so soon... maybe out in 2007? another problem is that there's no leading female actress!! maybe i'll use my mei's char or i go find a maple gf...

Maybe i'll do chapter 1 and 2 first n put in youtube then ask if any1 wants to audition to be in my movie in chapter 3 as my princess...

Had a Vision
on Sunday, September 10, 2006, 11:43 PM

:: Gaming ::

Gaming has been my life...
and DotA has been draining away my life, it is super addictive becos it has a demon in the game called "Addiction" i didn't count how long the time given to play this game, though each time i played the game it last for an average of 1 hr, but time spent in the fansite, http://www.dotaportal.com could go up higher than 6hrs per visit just trying to improve myself, this concludes a perfectionist like me should never play such a game...
So what if i defeated countless battles, so what if i pawned many heroes, so what if i owned a game, so what if I have brought terror in the hearts of some. What does any of these brought anything to me? A sense of achievement in my world of gaming? A respect by gamers?
Is this what i really want? YES!!!

NO!

I have decided to quit Social DotA playing...

and become an after work social DotA playing.

I WILL ONLY PLAY DOTA AFTER MY WORK IS DONE!

Had a Vision
on Saturday, September 09, 2006, 1:12 PM

:: today no school? ::

hey! today holiday lehz... y i still in school... y i still have meeting... y i still doing work... not fair loh... i want to play maple... T_T

ans to above question: becos project not finish.

yesterday i was given a verse...

The LORD your God is testing you to find out whether you love him with all your heart and with all your soul. It is the LORD your God you must follow, and him you must revere. Keep his commands and obey him; serve him and hold fast to him.

ok, back to work... SIGH....

SIGH...
SIGH...
SIGH...
SIGH...
SIGH...
SIGH...
SIGH... the 7th sigh by the holy spirit...

Had a Vision
on Friday, September 08, 2006, 11:30 AM

:: blood ::

i want blood! i use lycan, i bought SnY, i couldn't own like sven... i used NS, bought MoM still couldn't own but super fast... then later i tried lycan, i died... then i tried NS, oso kanna own by drow...

Had a Vision
on Tuesday, September 05, 2006, 2:06 PM

:: Sianz... ::

haiz... today i when going out that time den remember God...

haiz... holiday liao still need to go to school...

haiz... want to play maple but haven't a free day...

haiz... rakion very sianz leh...

haiz... i just saw a few clips from the game "ArchLord" and "Lineage", like so cool the game...

haiz... tmr leading worship for Prayer Meeting...

haiz... tmr got pep60...

haiz... haven't finish project, SIP logbook, MP logbook...

haiz... Sims is such a time consuming game...

haiz... so is maplestory, and any other RPG game, dota is even more not worth it, u have to start from level 1 each time...

haiz... no pretty face, no one to hold, no one to waste my love on, no one to chase, so lonely...

haiz... no challenge, so boring, no fun, so sian, no kick, no punch...

haiz... no princess, so no knight...

haiz... Knight travelling alone with no horse, just a sword, a breastplate, a shield, a helmet, a belt, but no footwear, no bottomwear...

haiz... even the songs don't make me feel anything, frozen again, where has "heat" gone to...

Had a Vision
on , 12:00 AM

:: God, Ai Seh! ::

Now this is the result of what happens when u mix me with photoshop!
i copy,
i modify,
and then i call it mine!
MUAHAHAHA!


A was brought to the right side.
X was flipped horizontally.
N was rotated, resized and brought to the left.

All was recolored, and the result what a few can imagine!

All was thanks to God's grace and mercy, even though i have disappoint Him so many times, he still loves me and gave me much talents, wisdom and knowledge...

Today i oso like to thank God for such a wonderful day, this morning i didn't have to wake up early but i still woke up at around 10am with a rather good dream... if i'm not wrong, it was a dream of me flying... i was given 2 items to choose from then b4 i jump off a building, n i took the one that help me glide through the air, i was a bit scared b4 i jump, but when i was giding in the air, it felt simply great.

ok, back to what happened today. This morning i was rather getting more and more fustrated as i try to plug my thumdrive into my comp and it hangs everytime, so i called up the person who tinkered my comp and he call me to call microsoft to activate my windows or something liddat... BUT while i was doing that, i was bothered at the thought of bringing my sis to church from my mom workplace, which i have to do that after lunch with Samantha and due to the time constraint i knew i'd be late, very very late if i do that and while i was talking on the phone to the customer service for microsoft about the activation thingy, my mom kept 'what every children would call nag' at me telling me to do this do that, don't do this don't do that, so i'm like super trying hard to listen to 2 things at the same time, n tt's like SUPER difficult for me lah!! so finally she went out, n i was like... phew! and i went to play game awhile to distress as some 'lustful' thoughts were attacking my mind... >_<

so i went to sch to meet Sam, idiotic me went to sign up another account to send the school work back to myself not knowing i can use my own account to send to myself. so that's what i did, as i was waiting for Sam, i was tempted to open Warcraft, but stupid server got problem n i couldn't connect, n i couldn't play, BUT tt's something to thank God for... cos Sam came soon after i send the mails and organised my desktop... which was like 2.30pm liao... n still i needed to fetch my sis, after lunch with Sam, which i didn't brought it up to her, cos she'll probably go like, 'eh, then nvm don't eat lah..' which brings up the next miracle to thank God for, on the way to Tamp, my mom called to tell me my sis not going le, so we had lunch, n reach church just in time for icebreaker, though we were late. Thank you so much God! Today would have been hell if it weren't for you...

Had a Vision
on Saturday, September 02, 2006, 8:07 PM

:: just blogging ::

crap man! dunno why cannot connect my hard disk to my computer, at first i tot hard disk got problem, or computer got problem until i tried on other computers and even tried thumbdrive... still hang after i plug in...

played rakion again, n realise it's such a "challenging" game... it's like so freaking hard to level loh... maybe gaining money is not so bad.. but that's all... kill 1 person only got 1 exp?! wah seh... like that kill until when manz... i'm like fighting with people 10 times my level loh... how to level like that?! it's really no difference in the concept from Gunbound... UI different, 3D interface, gameplay oso different, a variety of items, armor, monsters, weapons, n class.

i'm gonna review. It's rather a game that tries to make people spend alot of time on it, earning lots of money to buy good items then they can start to level easier else leveling is simply too hard. One might start playing the game thinking it rather cool with all the new features but gets kinda pissed after playing for a few hours and still stuck at level 1, so leveling is not really the point of the game. This is much more of a PK type of game where players engage in battle with/against each other to show how skilled they are. This game definitely requires the players to have quick eye-hand coordination and some teamwork but other than that, it's like a big imbalanced counter-strike game, medieval style.

Had a Vision
on , 2:43 AM

:: i made a logo for our group today ::

i made a logo for our group today, cool rite?
Z = Zhijin
X = Xulu
A = Andrew



I'm suppose to finish my SIP report today... how?

haven't done yet... waiting to die...
today i learn a new word... not really a new word but a rather a thing that i've been doing but never noticed until today that that is what its called... stoning.

Had a Vision
on Friday, September 01, 2006, 3:45 PM