:: haiz... the test begins... n i have little hope in passing... ::
i just broke a girls heart sometime ago... i told her i couldn't have the same feelings she has for me... then she asked me some things to clearify her doubts... the next day she say she ok liao, 4get me liao... -_-
Anyway, that's not the problem... i'm having another problem with another girl... she likes me since secondary... she dun wan to say when... then just now on msn i trying to demote myself by saying all the bad habits, n bad points i have trying to make her think diff of me... but the more i try to push her away, i seem to be attracting her more... which reminds me i think i read it in a book somewhere... n somehow i picked up tt habit... did i? hmm... can't remember...
anyway, some1 help me pls... how to make the girl not like me or how do i kill her gently yet not painful... she sure cry 1 loh... i dun like see girl cry lah... especially if i'm the 1 who make them cry... i'm gonna cry soon... T_T
how do i undo this? what did i do which start this? was it physical attraction? physical attraction can never be prolonged... neither souls will be satisfied... n i know, the bible says it very clearly not to intermarry with non believers, i've already told her that!! i said "I cannot be with u!"
u all r probably going to ask me if i like her rite?
physically, maybe..
mentally, no.
spiritually, not allowed!
how to tell her? i still need to bring her to christ 1 lehz... if i break her heart telling i only like physically, she'll probably ask what she needs to improve or what i dun like abt her which she'll try to change to fit my preference. This is obviously puppy love loh... if she thinks i'm a bad person i dun mind, if she thinks all guys are bad guys i oso dun care, but if she goes out thinking all christians are bad people? God will have my head!!
so any1 reading this can help me, pls help me... or pray for me... i'm going to meet her monday to return her $$ i owed her... then i'm going to teach her how to be a gd gf, n how to woo guys so she'll be prepared in the future... oso, i'll present the Gospel to her as well... Give me wisdom on this, God. Purify my heart...
the test begins... "Let the boy fight his own battle" -taken from Narnia
Had a Vision
on Thursday, September 21, 2006, 8:20 PM