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Name: GentleSquall
Age: Too old for you
DISC Personality: CSI/D
Practitioner/Realist/One Who is Steadfast
About Me: Just a guy.. whom God loves
Quote:
The one who sows to please his sinful nature, from that nature will reap destruction;
the one who sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life.
Let us not become weary in doing good,
for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.
Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people,
especially to those who belong to the family of believers.
Galatians 6:8-10
:: What a morning! ::
This morning i couldn't get due to sleeping late... in the end i woke up at 7.30 n i have class at 8.30... then something really bad happened! My Specs were GONE!!!! i lost them! i searched high n low for it, even pulled out the bed... but it was no where in sight until 8.30 i decided to wear my contacts... only then it was found by my mom in the MOST unexpected place!! grr... it was on the floor at the corner of study table, i mean HOW DID IT GET THERE???!!! i dun even study manz! Through this, God reminded me to thank Him in everything...How to thank God when i'm late for class n i can't see manz! Only when i put my contacts then find, if God wants to tell me to find something i have to put on proper eyes then i would have found it when i put on my old glasses rite... yet i was not the one who found it, my mom was the one who found it...
Ok, I thank God that my mom found my glasses back, n my glasses are found and i had no problem wearing my contacts, n my teacher never mark me absent... I pray for a better afternoon...
Had a Vision
on Wednesday, November 29, 2006, 10:13 AM
:: Mr Gray eye's first day ::
long time never wear contact lens liao, it feels so weird cos no more UV protection, the sun suddenly feels so much hotter lol... no problem wearing, but gets dry quite easily, and i can't believe it so quickly worn me out also...k, so here are the comments i had today...
Heard from meimei's friend, "I didn't know until now ur bro actually quite good looking ah..."
Heard from meimei, "cool, if wear spectacle look smarter"
Heard from mom, "nice, but i prefer u wear spectacle... smarter.."
Heard from lab friend, "you wear specs nicer cos ur eye like... go in liddat..."
so it's a Draw!!
Thank you God once again, i pray for a better tmr...
Had a Vision
on Monday, November 27, 2006, 10:32 PM
:: Thank you so much God!! ::
2nd prize winning phrase:"The engineers' verification could mean your vacation".
1st prize winning phrase:"Engineers stop the sweat and tears to let music to your ears".
Once again, though it was not my name, but still my winning phrase,"Engineers transform imagination into images"
left 2 more ipod nanos up for grabbing! October's entry i used my friends name to enter so it doesn't look like i'm a genius... =X
Sold my August second prize, ipod shuffle away after getting my September 1st prize, ipod nano, and intending to give October's first prize, ipod nano to ZJ as his BD present but... or should i give Serling..? since i used her name to win... i think up to them bah... i dunno wor... friday den go get... still, without God grace, i wouldn't have won anything...
Had a Vision
on , 7:48 PM
:: Troubled and Tired... ::
Today i go sentosa play, as usual it was on the extreme end of fun! but apparently my stamina wouldn't let me have all the fun... i only manage to ahve fun at the first part when playing dog and bone cos i had to wrestle with Liyao haha... we wrestle until like in the end nobody get and we had to end that round... then the rest of the day i too tired to do anything... kinda lost it during treasure hunt and raised my voice abit halfway through not realizing wat effects it caused...Troubled cos i found out 2 of my brothers don't like each other... I heard some bad things about ZJ from JH which i never really noticed until he told me... but usually when that kind of thing happens i'd force myself to look on the brighter side of things and think that positive things about that whoever person that's being badly said... so i really didn't notice that it was that bad... I tot i'll never go through this sort of things... but nevertheless, today i have heard wat is known as gossip... but i shall keep this to myself... now it deeply distresses me... i want to bring peace between these 2 brothers... but apparently, haiz...
Had a Vision
on Saturday, November 25, 2006, 10:39 PM
:: Oops! ::
Nice day! I woke up at ard 11 plus n missed lecture... Oops!actually, i purposely 1... =X but I still got use the hour for a good purpose hor... i was scrolling through the forums to get a rough idea of how to go about planning the categories for the forum... until JiaYi called n ask wat time i will be coming church which i told her wat time u wan me to come, then she call me to come now, so i went loh...
Then when going there i tot i could grab a bite through Q Bread but when i was in the mrt, she said she going simei to ta pao... n i was like... jialat, i'm gonna reach church early n no one's gonna be there... so i grab 2 donuts b4 i went, then when i reach the bus stop i tot, since i'm reaching early... i think i go visit Keli since i have never gone to house of bread b4, i'll go take a look... den pai seh so i bought a cheesecake... but she so good, say treat me... den ask me to pass another cake to JiaYi as a favor... lol. I just realised she talk so cute, haha... Then the cheesecake's NICE!~
Then meet JiaYi in church to learn that weird indian dance... dunno how i was drag into it... haha, but JiaYi thinks it's both fun and funny making me realise how different i am from her... i was like ya... ya... haha!~ o_O
Then me, Jiahui, Liyao and Gerald went to look for a jacket for ZiTing as a present... we searched high n low... OH YA! i drank this cherry freeze from macdonald and got a brainfreeze twice, pain seh!~ but i like~! Jiahui say i siao... but i wanna get more brainfreeze!!! i feel so high!
So anyway, we buy le go Ziting house b4 the party started... n we gave her the present, sat down for awhile n left cos i needed to meet Wenyan for the christmas event script run-through...
So we finish earlier den i tot, so we went back to Ziting's house to clear the food... actually she doesn't really seem happy about the whole thing... i feel so sad too... everyone had to leave early cos tmr morning have to wake up for sentosa!!! actually, i'm not really happy bout going sentosa to play... i just wanna go there see girl, relax, eat ice-cream, n sun-tan... but since Keith is leading game, i guess there's probably no resting at all... lol. ok that's it for now... Good Nite God, cya in my dreams! n Thanks for such a wonderful day!!! :)
Had a Vision
on , 12:42 AM
:: Phew! finally a grasp of air... ::
Have been staying in school for 18hrs a day for about a week le... so so tired... i think tmr i not going school... 1 hr lecture only... teacher so boring always talking to himself, only 1third turn up for class 1... it's PEDRIVE, a subject being retaken... then freakin 10am tmr... after tt do nothing until 2pm meet Jiayi in church for dance... which continues until late at night when i meeting WenYan for script review... if i go school, my lab mates would probably jio me play that evil game of DotA, so corrupting to my mind...I feel like staying at home in the morning play maplestory lehz... so long never play le... 4th job coming out soon n i'm still at lvl 70... den the make a siggy contest winner haven't come out... scully i win, but they cannot find me in maple... lol...
speaking of contest, the engineering contest still no news oso... haiz...
I can also stay at home do something productive like organising the forum, so messy... or help make my sis blog... she gimme deadline until end of this year... wait a few more blog projects come up le... lol
OH! good news! i bought contact lens le! what color will be a surprise!!! heez! thank you God! and i'm not going malaysia this december le... phew! almost caused a conflict with my church events...
Bad news, saturday going sentosa and i long time never exercise le... my body look like shit manz... wait nothing to show... den ppl start saying hurtful words... den i'm gonna feel hurt again den i'm gonna hide it inside and cry at home... haiz... cannot! must go train quick!
OK! i've decided not to go school tmr unless someone sms me to go b4 12midnight... OOPS! it's after 12 le... i guess there's no way i'm going sch tmr le... lol
Had a Vision
on Friday, November 24, 2006, 1:40 AM
:: Under stress le... ::
God, i'm under some stress right now and i think i can't handle it anymore... if you will, please deliver me from the worldly stress and grant me peace in my heart that everything will be all right...or maybe it's due to lack of sleep...?
Had a Vision
on Tuesday, November 21, 2006, 6:17 PM
:: Hmm... ::
Wow! it seems our EN's forum is having quite a good start! I'm amazed at jonnie's constant participation even though he is so busy with school and church... i hope everyone else would oso take a little time to look at the forum or even better,post your opinions! isn't tt what a forum is for?
Anyway, it has been a good weekend! thank you God, i pray for a good week... got quizes coming up and i wanna get colored contact lens for upcoming month december, please give me wisdom on this, thank you God. In Jesus Christ most precious name i pray. Amen.
Had a Vision
on Monday, November 20, 2006, 10:35 AM
:: En Community Forum! ::
OH MY GOSH! My prayer answered! I've been wanting to make something like a forum for EN youths + a fansite like Dota liddat... but forum is a good start! I'm just wondering who made this... I wanna ask if i can help... The color looks kinda dull... Of course the purpose of this is to help our church youths to grow spiritually by helping each other, posting problems, miracles to encourage others who might be facing the same problem and since so many people don't like to voice out when so many people looking, a forum would be the BEST! for now...So anyway, I've posted my first topic for our fellow En-ers!
What makes a good cell group member? - inspired by Jonnie's first post,
What makes a good youth cell leader?
eh? i think is wendy make de... she administrator...
Had a Vision
on Thursday, November 16, 2006, 8:56 PM
:: Phew! Close call for MP ::
today den i know tmr need to pass up flyer cum poster of our project! wah! liddat where got time to do?! our MP report chap 2 and 3 still abit something wrong liddat.... jialat manz!!BUT our God who's full of grace and mercy did another miracle in my life!
Apperently the minister presentation wasn't a bad thing at all! As it was really a rush thingy and we were suppose to prepare our flyers posters everything and the video we made was put to good use too! We gave our video to our supervisor and they made our flyers and posters for us le!! yay! praise the Lord! He prepared everything for us even before everything happens!
What about our MP report?
Our senior did the same project as us and finish writing the report, we just modify! Hallelujah!
Had a Vision
on , 7:52 PM
:: A New Found Hobby!! ::
Oh My Gosh! I just realized something... I like to make blog templates!!!In this semester, I'm taking Using Internet as a Research tool (UIR) as a CDS, n they teach the purpose of a blog and tells us to make one and upload our exercises inside... I already knew how to use... but then they wanted me to make a new blog... and so I did... I put a link to my UIR blog le... Please take a look at it when you're free... leave me a nice comment if you don't mind...
Anyway, I realized I can Don't need to play game le! I found a new hobby!! It's spending endless hours looking at html codes! I actually won't get tired making blogskins! So far, all my skins were personalized ones... and for the quality... hmmm... I'd say I'm actually quite good!
But these talents won't go to waste on just me only, I not so selfish one hor! I'm currently working on my mei mei's blog... and phew! what she wants ain't easy at all... I've also got a request from Yujie to remake her blog as well! Cool rite?? Any more request?? Tag me!
Btw, please understand i'm a slow worker... don't expect so much from me... this is still my hobby anyway...
Had a Vision
on Wednesday, November 15, 2006, 5:23 PM
:: Thank you ::
I've heard stories of people listening to comments and remember for life... This saturday's cell group i heard my cell group leader said i have that something (she didn't state) but she remembered wat i did i settlers cafe... i decoded a some words... i was amazed she could remember that as i thought everything in my life i did could easily be 4gotten by every1 else except me as if i never existed...i will remember this for life... an encouragement has been received... now i gotta think of something about it... she has been a good leader, always taking my nonsensical behaviour... i was just trying to show my existence... i guess i was seen... thanks.
now! about my gifts... i have
Foresight - allowing me to see things that might probably happen
Advantage:
able to predict problems that might occur in future (70% true)
Disadvantage:
people having the idea i'm crazy as they do not see what i see
Application:
Do what is needed and not let people know about it, God know can liao...
Good Long Term Memory - allowing me to remember events for a long period of time
Advantage:
Good things like encouragement and praises will always be remembered, returned, and passed on for the better of mankind
Disadvantage:
Bad things like critism, rejection and condemnation will also always be remembered, hopefully not returned, and should definitely not be passed on... resulting in an accumulation of grieve and great distress... resulting in frequent replays of bad events... which also resulting in reoccurance of greatly felt PAIN!!! -the result of thy cool, reserved and unsociable nature...
Application:
I have no idea...
let's see what i can get for Faith for christmas... i never really did gave any1 anything for any christmas... but i remembered who did gave me some things... i felt really bad not giving anything... (i tot no one would give me anything) i hope God will bless me financially with enough to give this year... (got lots of ppl to give)
Had a Vision
on Monday, November 13, 2006, 9:10 PM
:: Arrogance ::
Got this from Final Fantasy 9, another character with a personality similar to mine... a mercenary, aloof and dismissive. The verse in the picture says,The only dependable thing about the future is uncertainty.
I think i need to get rid of this... Arrogance, please help me God...
Had a Vision
on Saturday, November 11, 2006, 8:57 PM
:: Some Thoughts... for me? ::
yesterday after Pastor Zhang's lesson/sermon, i went home with LY like the usual... then while waiting at the bus stop and at some point we were sitting down but facing in different direction then he was looking up n he comented about the stars but when i looked up to the sky in front of me, i saw clouds... and say, y is everything that lies before me so cloudy...Tonight i didn't went for pastor Zhang's sermon/lesson and while waiting at the bus stop i looked up to the sky and still saw clouds... haiz... why? why is everything so cloudy in front of me?
One more thing, b4 i reach the bus stop i saw the bus coming but i didn't ran after the bus then i missed it... i waited for a very long time... Yujie's bus came much earlier... i was thinking to myself at that point or maybe a voice said to me,
When you see an oportunity coming
but you do not run after it
you will just see it pass by
and the next one that comes might be a very long time
you'll never know
Had a Vision
on , 8:42 PM
:: ROAAAAAR!!! ::
I'm not roaring for no reason, i'm sounding the trumpet for battle for the enemy is near! We have to brace ourselves! ROAAAR!!!We are like lions!
Our prayers are like the lions' roar!
Let us make thunder with our prayers and scare away our enemies!
Let our prayers be lifted up to His kingdom, onto His throne!!
Had a Vision
on , 12:01 PM
:: Sorry, I failed you God ::
I wanted to say some words from God but i failed... my words did not align with my thoughts...Neither did my actions align with my thoughts... I told God i'd wake up early to read bible, you even woke me up not once, not twice but three times! and yet i didn't wake up for u... y am i so liddat... God help me please...
Had a Vision
on Friday, November 10, 2006, 11:41 AM
:: Æ new me! ::
Finally! I'm complete... my blog template is finally done! With this blog, I have Æ new identity! I just LOVE making my own skin! time consuming though...From today onwards, my name is Æ
Whatever this symbol means in the past or present, I don't care! Nobody is using it so it's mine now! ROAR!!!
During dance on sunday, I learnt something about lions, so after doing research myself i found out that, "Silent when hunting, lions roar to communicate among themselves and to indicate possession of territory. When a lion roars, others join the chorus and the sound effect is comparable to thunder." -taken from here.
therefore, I shall apply what I learnt as part of my blogging exercise...
Task: ROAR!!!
Results to be seen: Others joining in...
Had a Vision
on Tuesday, November 07, 2006, 11:30 AM
:: Æ new week ::
Æ new post after 200 post, Æ new week with new challenges ahead, so is Æ new me coming soon... oh ya! Some really great movies coming soon! and some come out le but i dunno bout it till today! I wanna watch!!!! Anybody wanna accompany me watch?"Happy Feet" - 23 November 2006, animation (musical penguins)
"Flushed Away" - 2 November 2006, animation (snails are so lame) cartoons!!! watching this wednesday night with my sis
"The Covenant" - 2 November 2006, horror n suspense (the character got power 1, more of a fantasy to me den horror)
"DOA - Dead Or Alive" - 26 October 2006, fighting scene (this is a game! oh my gosh! pretty girls!!)
Had a Vision
on Monday, November 06, 2006, 12:37 AM
:: 200th post! ::
Warning! this is the 200th post! people who intend to dig up my past can 4get it... there's just too many things happening in just 2 years... no one would WANT to know my life in kindergarden - secondary sch... they just S*ck!anyway! Victory! at last! an apology for not bloggin the past few days... i was sick all the way from monday with a throat fa yan + headache, it was because of the spiciness of the chicken rice chilli that damaged my so thin skin and fragile throat... -lesson learnt here (Don't force yourself)
den tuesday fever + ulcer + nose block, still feeling a bit giddy i tried to face the day with a positive attitude with God in mind that he will carry me through the day as tuesday was the longest day of the week 8am-5pm + prayer meeting 7.30pm-9.30pm + i leading worship but i haven't choose song so i have to be there earlier which means a whooping 8am-9.30pm while being sick... but in the end everything went well! Praise the Lord! -lesson learnt here as well (God will make a way)
wednesday heavy cold + repeated sneezing, just when i tot the storm is over... Linda Fang called up and scolded me... i felt soo.. what happened?! then being unprepared, me n zhijin went to look for her to show her what we going to present and i just said i'll just do what we did during the last presentation... but she wanted something different and she kept interrupting when i was talking! SO RUDE! she made me speechless as one point and she was like starting to shake leg but b4 tt i almost burst into flames with her... Good thing ZhiJin was there to stop me... den at tt point i gave in and turned off... my whole day was ruined because of her... i wanted to tear but i kept it inside which made me curse and swear like dunno what liddat especially after i watched deathnote... lesson learnt here (i'm an animal when i'm angry)
thursday unstopable dry coughing, friday abit of everything sneeze block nose coughing, Viva 1 was all ruined by me just because i didn't read the instructions properly and we gave a completely different presentation from what our L&C supervisor wanted but graciously we got a just pass for our effort... my mood was ruined too tt day... so i played around with taking some photo of my formal wear with my buddies! den at night i went to worship practice as a PA member to learn more about PA, fatigue+virus=bad! - lesson learnt here (listen quickly, speak slowly)
saturday same as friday, sunday same as the day b4 but ulcer cured! Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! I checked the web on saturday night... God spoke to me... these were my findings...
http://blowthetrumpet.org/OnEaglesWings.htm
so make a guess what God said to me...
Had a Vision
on , 12:01 AM
:: Blood type analysis ::
Type AB "Care-Free"Population
Roughly 4% of the world is AB +ve and 1% AB -ve.
Traits
Social, Easy-going, Sympathetic, Diplomatic, Outgoing, Laid-back, Creative, Unpredictable, Artistic, Flexible, Moody and Brooding.
Blend of opposites. Shy with some and bold with some. Introvert and Extrovert. Unpredictable and may seem to have calm exterior. Strong creative strain. Good at spotting problems and skirting them. Like city environment. Get bored easily. Everything they do is compelling. Never take things for granted. Appear mysterious. Contribute harmoniously to society.
Dislike to touch or be touched by others.
No wonder i feel so alienated... cos there's no one like me... i must remember i'm rare... everything written for me is so true...
Had a Vision
on Sunday, November 05, 2006, 12:57 AM
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