Name: GentleSquall
Age: Too old for you
DISC Personality: CSI/D
Practitioner/Realist/One Who is Steadfast
About Me: Just a guy.. whom God loves
Quote: The one who sows to please his sinful nature, from that nature will reap destruction;
the one who sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life. Let us not become weary in doing good,
for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.
Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people,
especially to those who belong to the family of believers. Galatians 6:8-10
:: Not the first but last to say ::
Happy Birthday to me!
What a day, what a day What a wonderful day Today seems like yesterday Still having my usual Monday blues
What a day, what a day What a busy busy Tuesday Spend this day from 8 to 5 All the way in school
What a day, what a day Today is my 21st birthday But it doesn't matter anyway Cos nothing changes from what I say or do
Then again, today is still a special day Cos I was blessed in a different way As today is the perfect day To get a sore throat and a flu
Had a Vision on Tuesday, January 30, 2007, 11:59 PM
:: The Answer ::
i dunno where i got this, maybe it's just me... i tend to think alot... but i think this is the answer i was looking for...
Life still goes on, right? No matter what the problem in sight In the end, I still have to fight No matter what hair color I've tried Deep inside, I am still a knight
Though I'm always running in my dreams And I do not know what it means Maybe I am not ready for something Maybe it's just me, maybe it's nothing
Tell me about destiny and fate I will say they are all just a fake Life is a road I have to take It has choices I have to make
I will not let anything get in my way I choose not to let anyone ruin my day Cos I know whatever I do or say today Will probably be forgotton tomorrow anyway
After many battles lost or won When it is time, all will be gone I pray for strength to carry on Cos tomorrow at dawn, life still goes on...
Had a Vision on Monday, January 29, 2007, 7:09 PM
:: Knights of maple! ::
3rd job come out dunno how long le... finally a video was made...
Had a Vision on Thursday, January 25, 2007, 6:27 PM
:: News Update! Reported Dead! ::
News update of Me dying again... This time in the lab, from over-dosage of pokka tea of all the flavours at one time... Over a few weeks... His last drink was peach tea which can be found holding in his hands from the picture above. Research says from this photo to avoid drinking peach tea from pokka despite it's super sweet taste, if you were to ever accidently buy this drink by mistake, please inform Andrew Wai of Temasek Polytechnic and pass it to him.
This latest News update is brought to you by POKKA...
NOT!~ =P
Had a Vision on Monday, January 22, 2007, 11:12 PM
:: TP Open House ::
Today last day of open house n probably the last time i'll ever see TP open house le... didn't wanted to bother actually cos i just dun wanna bother anything at all nowadays... but den my sis wanna go see last minute tell me... so out of love, i sacrificed my mapling time and went... and wat do u know... i was impressed! went to business sch first, saw this skid about superheroes n supervillians in LT 21, it was just plain funny!! i laughed throughout the whole skid! then we went to checkout mediabiz studios... my gosh! it was my first time visiting, it was just so cool! i regreted not studying hard in sec sch cos the cut of point for tt course was 10-13 and i got wat? i 4got... 20-23... jialat manz... tt was the course i wanted to be in... haiz... no use thinking bout it now... but waliew... 10 points mean i must get straight A's sia... oh well... nvm...
so anyway, the second place was design... it's boring there... nothing to see... except tt fashion show.. which was rather... disappointing... hah... i saw Kim though... hmm.... she's a model... wow... ok, then finally it was ITAS, but b4 i went into ITAS i receieve a msg about tonight's worship prac... totally 4gotten about it... =X should have checked my schedule... i'm a busy man! how i wish i was a boy once again... hmm... no worries... no need to think so much also... anyway, back to ITAS... well, i went there yesterday so i didn't really find it amusing... rather disappointing also... except tt cute dog n those 2 lab mice! SO CUTE!!!! no pics too bad... but i did take 2 shots of something else that i think really made this trip to TP worth it...
Cloud Strife &
Kadaj from Final Fantasy VII Advent Children in TP!!!
waahhh!!! i wanna cosplay!!! T_T
Had a Vision on Sunday, January 21, 2007, 12:00 AM
:: DANCE!!! YEAH!!! ::
alrite... i've just been through beginners' modern dance and beginner's hip-hop dance FIRST lesson!! thursday nites are my modern dance and saturday morning are my hip-hop... any clashes with my work with God..? nope! Hallelujah! I must put in my best efforts to learn as much as possible and choreograph something for our dance team! hopefully before i go NS...
now, about modern dance... it was 6.15pm so i went... then the people haven't go into the dance studio cos the seniors had some hiccups... so we were standing outside the studios for some time... i was of cos pai seh when i reached there cos the whole row of people standing outside were all GIRLS!!! when the senior finally came, i was the only guy!!! we sat in a circle den had some introduction and stuffs liddat like gotta mingle around n stuffs for like 1 hr! cos the instructor not here yet, so i sat down there quietly... i so shy... serious manz... did i mention there's this girl 174cm tall manz! but still shorter than me haha! ok, then the instructor finally came, that lesson was a combined of the seniors as well but once again, i'm still the only guy!! the instructor say i'm the rose among the thorns.. heeZ! somehow i really like hearing tt... ok so the lesson started with warm-up and all den there were alot of ground work... then hor... got alot of position very the arkward sia... i was facing other people's butt... EEeeee..... so tt's all for modern dance.
Hip-hop! cool! today was my first lesson, there were almost 50 people there, both girl n GUYS... so this time i not paiseh le... but hor... their movements were somehow more than i expected, people there are more dynamic! lots of movements, hands, legs, head, body and butts! all moving at the same time... cool... rather hard for me to catch as i was way at the back of the studio... warm up was really warm manz... i was actually sweating... the train the abs dude! woohoo! if this keeps up i'm gonna get my six packs! alrite! so basically today i learned some new stuffs... the ups and the downs... it seems not many people can do the ups and downs properly... dun say the other moves le... very dynamic, very fast moving, hair sway here and there de... i like... can't wait to dance again! yeah!
ok, transforming back to my inner child who wants to play maplestory so he can live out his life as a Knight in virtual world knowing it's nearly impossible to be one in real, he fights hard with his life that never ends and in his hands holding the mighty lvl 70 sword, Doombringer, he swings his sword in 3 standard patterns of stab, slash and thrash to kill the the billions monsters that never seem to finish and whatever their size may be, they are all stupid, they die and come back only when another has died somewhere else on the map. He continues this process while drinking millions of potions just to keep himself alive so doesn't lose this numerical "experience" so he can "level up" and become stronger so that he can explore other maps and see other unlimited monsters then he can continue his endless "quest" to become stronger than before so he can wear higher lvl armors and hold higher lvl weapons just for the sake of showing of to himself...
hmm... y am i playing maplestory again?
oh ya! i have an inner child to take care of...
Had a Vision on Saturday, January 13, 2007, 6:41 PM
:: Some questions i need to think about... ::
If Jesus is in your life litterally now, what will happen to you today? What is going to change?
How is the mindset of God different from man?
If you knew what your purpose was, would you be doing things more peacefully?
Had a Vision on , 12:01 AM
:: Good stuffs only! ::
hmmm... something happened this morning n the day before... pretty bad but i shan't blog it here, this here blog is going to be a clean blog... with clean post... only the good stuffs will be here...
just now i went to meet sijia n liyao cos sijia ask me to help out java programming... i know i not as good as liyao, so i ask liyao to help n after 2hrs of sitting at coffee bean, it's fixed! Thank God! then sijia gave the 2 of us a treat at pasta... HeeZ!
then i heard a racist joke from my sis... so farny!! but not clean so cannot put here... ask me wat the joke is only if u're feeling really depressed n wanna laugh out loud. Peace!
Had a Vision on Thursday, January 11, 2007, 12:29 AM
:: Remember the rainbow! ::
ok, after writing how lousy i am in my private blog, i felt really lousy manz! i guess the power of words really is powerful! I must now write all the good stuff about myself now to bring myself back since times like this (spiritual dryness) no one else can help me except myself... n GOD!!!
God, I may not say the best things that ppl like to hear but i pray u'll lend me ur mouth so i may say only things that are pleasing to both YOU and people..
God, I may not hear the best things that ppl might say but i pray u'll lend me your ears so i may hear only the good things, the ones that are pleasing to both YOU and people...
God, I may not see the best things that ppl has to offer but i pray u'll lend me you eyes so i may see only wat you see, your perfect creation, that are pleasing to both YOU and people...
God, mould me to be more like you... give me the patience and perseverance i need to go through this... remind me that the end is near... that my works will not be wasted... that your name will be glorified... everything i do, i do only for YOU and not for men...
I sing for you to hear, i sing with my heart and not my disgusting voice... I dance for you to see, i dance with my heart and not my stiff movements... I preach for your kingdom, i preach with my heart and not my meaningless words... I play for you to enjoy, i play with my heart and not my lousy skills... I worship for you to feel, i worship with all my heart for the heart is what you see and not what we say, sing or do...
You look much deeper within... You look into our hearts...
I once heard a story... Once upon a time, a man name Fred... he died den he went into heaven. In heaven, during sunday, he saw from the windows of heaven, his fellow church members gathering to worship. As the worship started, Fred saw the people's mouth moving but couldn't hear anything, neither can he hear the music from the instruments... except for one old lady, aunty Maggie. Fred was curious and ask why is this so. The Angel of the Lord replied, "Sorry, our sound system can only hear from the heart."
God, i pray you strengthen me to not give up despite my flaws... to continue believing that you are my God, that you are a God who hears our prayer, that you will help me triumph over my enemy! In Jesus most precious name I pray, amen.
p.s.Thanks for reminding me about the rainbow after the rain...
Had a Vision on Sunday, January 07, 2007, 1:30 AM
:: Trance ::
i dunno y but i think i'll be drowning myself with techno music for the next few days... maybe weeks... or even months... until someone ask me out... i'll go anywhere... sentosa, pool, swimming, gym, jogging, cycling, clubbing, get drunk also can...
den i'll go back to no life mapling until i reach my romantic dream of lvl 120!
whereas for my hair, i think i'll dye it white and leave it to grow super long until i go NS. take a picture of my intended 'metrosexual style' n put it in friendster! muahahaha! or should i go for jiraya style? or how abt kakashi or even inuyasha i know sephiroth is impossible...
Had a Vision on Friday, January 05, 2007, 12:50 AM
:: New Year's Resolution, new insights! ::
Why is everyone putting new year's resolution? Why must wait until a new year? Everyone should be constantly upgrading themselves everyday, why wait till a new year? Then dunno why every year mostly never fulfill 1... haiz... i'll make a more practical one this time...
anyway, here's mine: 1. GentleSquall in maplestory must reach lvl 120 (at least 100) 2. Finish reading bible... again... (always never manage to do so) 3. Learn Breakdance! (as if this would ever happen... i hope i'm wrong) 4. Ok, do at least a handstand (practical) 5. Choreograph a dance for church dance team b4 i go NS (MUST!!!) 6. Build a tone body with board shoulders, big arms, big chest, and super abs. (o_O) 7. Get tanned (this one sure can) 8. should be enough... i scared i can't reach any...
Alrite, more pictures!!
13th Dec 2006, Retro niteZ Thanksgiving! ok... maybe i dun look so retro...
1st Jan 2007, first time i see 2 rainbows... eh? the 2nd one not very clear hor...
yup, we're pointing at the rainbows, but missed the sunset! aww... shucks! that was the first sunset in 2007!!
Den finally, what were we doing again? pang sai?! Eeee... smelly!!
Basically, we had quite a time that day, though there were no sun yet rain and the volleyball made our arms so pain but looking on the bright side, we saw 2 rainbows!! and a snake! Thank God we weren't in the waters! And thank God for the rain.. rainbowssss!
Lesson Learnt:
Though God made the rain, but we always 4get God also made the rainbows after the rain... it is always there, just a matter of whether we got look up to the sky to find it anot... I finally understand what living by faith and not by sight means le...
Dear God, I pray that you would remind us everytime to look forward to the rainbow after the storm, I pray that you would teach us to look at the hope that is to come instead of hiding from the rain and complaining about you not shining your sun on us. I pray that you give us strength to live on and press on through the storms of our lifes, until the coming of your glory that is to come. Amen.
Had a Vision on Wednesday, January 03, 2007, 11:35 PM
:: 16 Dec at expo bodynits performance ::
alrite! so far this is the only picture i got there... hmm... did i took wiseman n the goyang shots? I look stupid... but they look worst lol!
Had a Vision on , 9:12 PM
:: ugh... ::
i think i'm coming down with a flu... i think i have too much chocolates from the holidays... or maybe it's the weather... or maybe...
Had a Vision on , 8:32 PM
:: A sigh from my spirit... ::
Dear God, Is it me or are you trying to make me so busy that I have no time for anyone? Or is it the devils that trying to destroy my relationship with people? God, please help me manage my time well so I have time for both You and people, I wish only to please you. Anything that hinders my relationship with you, please help me clear my doubt immediately and dispose of them so my heart will forever rely on you...
Please blessed everyone around me with peace of mind that every negative input into them are deleted immediately thus not affecting them. Let only your words fill them, let only your spirit fill them and let only your love fill them for the words of yours cannot be compared to that of a mere human.
God, bless me as well, I have a few things on hand that are currently getting out of control. Please God, I ask of you to take all these things from me and put them into your hands where everything is perfect, I believe so that anything that is put into your hands will be made perfect as well... God do this and my heart is yours wholeheartly. God let me know more of you so that you may reveal secrets of life, and also the struggles of people you want me to help even before happening so that I may help them and lift up your name. Glory to God forever and ever. Amen.
Had a Vision on Tuesday, January 02, 2007, 5:01 PM
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