Fai†hfully Preparing my Fields for the Rain

:: I'M SO HAPPY!!!! ::

I'm so happy because I received my enlistment letter le...

o_O

and

i

will

be

going

into

the

army

on

15th Septemper!!!

woohoo! 4.5 mths more to woohoo!!! before i go in n hoohoo...

Had a Vision
on Saturday, April 28, 2007, 9:42 AM

:: A cloud's prayer ::

Dear Heavenly Father, I thank you for putting me in a place where I can view many things, where I can see a bigger perspective at an altitude that many others cannot. I thank you for making me so special with skills and talents I never I had. I thank you for uplifting me up to the heavens from the depths of the ocean.

I pray that you would guide me to use these abilities of mine, I pray that you would bring me to the horizon where I can learn more and gain more and become bigger, better and stronger than before.

I pray that when I have become bigger and stronger, you would bring me to the places where I am needed to pour down the blessings I have received, to the little seeds that need me to grow and flourish and to the people who need my shelter and protection against the heat blazing on their forehead.

Teach me not to rain my thunderous chaos onto the ever so green forest and teach me to control this storm within me, to hold until I am brought to the desert where there will be no harm caused to anyone.

For this I pray in Jesus Christ most precious name, amen.

Had a Vision
on Monday, April 23, 2007, 9:20 AM

:: Distance does matter ::

Once somebody said distance doesn't matter

Now that somebody said too far...

But the understanding me would always think of something like ok, probably that somebody too tired or something...

Sunday dance, my leader told me I need to be more strict else my members will nuah... Haiz...

A cloud needs some time to travel.
A cloud needs a little push from the wind too.
A cloud also grows bigger as it travels futher.
A cloud will sometimes grow too big then rains on whatever it is over at the moment.

Had a Vision
on , 9:17 AM

:: yup, i'm neither optimistic nor pessimestic ::

You Are a Realist

You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass.
You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is...
But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on.
You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?

Had a Vision
on Friday, April 20, 2007, 1:40 AM

:: wow! I'm sexy... ::

You Are 77% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High

You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room.
You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing.

How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Had a Vision
on , 1:26 AM

:: Wah! birthday can say so much ah? ::

Your Birthdate: January 30

You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone.
Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them.
Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 6

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6

You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Eee... It wrote the same thing... except for the numbers... wah! 6 times! 6 times! 6 times!!!!!!! 6 true loves n 6 broken hearts???!!! that means i'll never get married???!!! ok, i'm so not choosing to believe this... people with the date above pls own up now... i have to avoid u in case i get heart broken... Ooo... LiYao is 12th, huiwen, meiling and shuiting is 30th n sammo is 21st!

Had a Vision
on , 1:10 AM

:: talk about birthdays... ::

so many birthday this month seh... let's count... 9 months before would be... june, july or august? why is so many people having sex during that period... =X

19th April was my mei mei birthday... just end le... talking about birthday's... I've recently 4got about a few ppl's birthday actually... Including mine! I meant my spiritual birthday... 16th March... it's been 1 month then I remember... I'm really getting old... my memory is really rusting... I wonder if a day will come when I 4get my own name...

Had a Vision
on , 12:54 AM

:: When I'm not playing I'm thinking... ::

I'm once again in deep thoughts... everytime I stop playing game I go into deep thoughts... always... this time it was a happy one... just now I saw a little boy smile... his bigger brother was the one who made him smile... how? the bigger brother ran away to hide in one place then appeared in another end... when the bigger brother wasn't there, the little boy had this confused face like eh? where did my kor kor go? then when the brother appeared he immediately smiled and ran towards his brother...

kids... amazing arn't they... they can be happy even over the little things in life... this is something 'we' adults can learn from children... haha

Yesterday, Liyao reminded me something... that words alone is not enough to change a person or affect another... although it is said that our words have power to create or destroy... there is another thing coupled with words... it is called faith...

it is by faith, one can move mountains...
it is by faith, the blind can see, the deaf can hear...
it is by faith, the lame can walk and the dead can breathe...
it is by faith, the fig tree withers...
it is by faith, the storm calms down...

faith is the shield we carry, the thing that protects us from the flaming arrows of the evil one...

Had a Vision
on Thursday, April 19, 2007, 11:41 PM

:: Dreams of animals ::

Recently I had dreams of animals...

I think the day before or yesterday I had this dream of me waking up in my room to find a little white rabbit on the floor standing still steadily as I approached it... it wasn't a bunny as I think it was slightly bigger but it wasn't the size of a full grown rabbit but rather half grown... this rabbit was particularly skinny... hmm....

My next dream of animals was this morning, after a dream of a bunch of us from church finding 2 pole from a ceiling down to our body level, then attempting to do a back flip with the help of the 2 poles... this time I could remember who was in this dream.... there was keith who kept on trying to do the back flip in a very determined way... there was chek meng who also tried to do the back flip while laughing all the way which made every1 else laugh also... there was also jiayi there giving enthusiastic support and smiling and laughing... there was liyao who quietly asked to try out the back flip in anyway also a failed attempt... For the rest of us, I can't quite recall...

Anyway, about that second animal dream was about 2 cats in a room isolated I think then 1 of them was kinda agitated or something that it actually attacked the other, onslaughting the other cat till it bleed to death but still it continued to whack that other cat until a very gruesome scene of the cat happened, I was in another room watching the playback video of what happened in that room between the 2 cats and it's just too disgusting to describe in details of what happened to that other cat...

The third was somehow connected to the second - part 1 dream about the back flip... this time I could only remember chek meng and keith there... keith was still very determined to the back flip this time and chek meng was still just having fun... that it almost killed me... sort of... cos this time we were at a very high place... the station that brings people up to a mountain for snow skiing, so instead of going up, we very going down... and instead of seats, there were 2 rinds for us to hold... so that was where we attempted to do the back flip again... before we got on the 'ride' there was this small and strange looking metal staircase we had to climb... we took turn climbing cos I think the stairs would break if too many people got up at the same time... so there was this once, chek meng attempted to cut my queue which I quickly got off the stairs in a way I almost got squashed...

Anyway, the third animal was a lizard... those chameleon type of lizard you see in the trees outside, those 1 foot long ones... this one was black and white color... at one point of the station, there was this fat aunty and his husband attempting to do what we were doing only in a failed attempt by the aunty where fell of halfway into this big thing which was supposingly built to roll down those who cannot make it...then after she landed in the snow, she started screaming for help, so i pushed her husband off to help her... awhile later the 2 of them came back brushing off the lizards from their body and one off them came out into the station where I was standing, then I somehow out of no reason wanted to catch that lizard with my hands like how I really did it before in real life but was abit more scared this time due to the bright white and black color that this lizard has, I tot it was poisonous... after a few attmpts it got away as quickly, I became less hesitant but rather irritated... then at one point it actually jumped onto my back into my shirt which I felt it clinging onto my back with it's sharp claws which later it slowly release as I awoke from my dream with that feeling of that lizard still clinging on my back... it was nothing apparently... but it definitetly felt real...

There was another dream not linked to the other dreams somewhere in between of some angmo trying to argue he's better than me in a race but I proofed him wrong again in a rematch defeating him with a better timing this time... I thing that dream came before the bunch of us found those 2 clinging pole from the ceiling...

Had a Vision
on , 10:15 AM

:: The Shooter ::

Today, I went to Quality Hotel to dance Machi for Tri-touch event... den we ate... and it was nice... Asked Jonnie to help me take some shots there... den we left for church, I played marble there... too bored... den we went to east point to chill... so tired manz... den we went to play the stupid sand thing that I used to play when I was really young... those were the times... haha, I do have a creative side that I doubt any1 knows of unless they bother to read up to this line in my blog which I also doubt so since my blog is sooo boring... I really should have option to take art in secondary streaming back then... my art was better than my D&T... but oh well... I think in the future I'll be those type of people who have multiple jobs at one time with a main one earning the dough while a sub one for hobby sake... like maybe a website designer or a dance instructor... then my main would probably some contractor... haha, rather contrasting eh... that's wat I am... a cloud...

ANYWAY, after the sand thing, we went back to church for combined cell... great games, the ones that I'd really like to play since young but I'll never admit it... then we had a recording for worship, then words we discuss what to do for outing... once again, it wasn't really planned finish I think and unexpected problems will probably arise... I'm guessing they probably don't have plan B... but oh well, I'm getting used to that like I've always easily got used to anything that comes during those other times... Just blending in like a chameleon changing it's colors to suit the surrounding and all...

Then at night, dinner... was kinda pathetic... we kept asking what to eat... like retards... In the end I lost... I gave up being a retard and decided that we go kfc eat which was full so we end up in long john... while we were there we were also acting like retards... so anyway, dun talk about the retards le... at first was only me, ly n yt, den song joined followed by paul then yh... this is the most funny part... I had NO idea how we came to a conclusion to go and watch movie... I was sooo freakin tired... my contact lens has drained me off my energy like a vampire just released from hibernation...

Ok, this is where I finally talk about something that relates to the title of this post... We went to watch The Shooter, saying it's nice or not is very subjective due to user perference... I would say if you like action movies like Mission Impossible then you'll probaly like this as well...

Had a Vision
on Sunday, April 15, 2007, 12:24 AM

:: I am none of the elements... ::

Just now after helping Liyao shop for his belt that took like 3 hrs... we discuss about life and many other stuffs that randomly come out of that wierd brain of mine... This time I asked... "If I were an element, what would I be?"

Well, after thinking and thinking and thinking and searching the net and taking stupid time wasting quizes... I realize that out of the 5 elements, Fire, Water, Air, Earth, and Aether (Science)
for chinese is Wood, Fire, Water, Earth, and Metal

either way, I'm an element that cannot be define as an element, but the closest I would say is that I am Cloud...

For I do not have a fix shape, size, color or space...

I am not a constant but a variable for I can be formed anywhere at anytime, time is on my side so nothing worries me and that is why I often end up with last minute work yet have no worries at all... that also explains why I would be very early or very late, the unpredictability of my nature is hard for anyone to catch for I myself is also trying to understand my undefined pattern, I guess I still have much to learn...

My colors vary from shades of gray. I can be a pure and light white that drifts by accompanied with a cool breeze that's just enough to evaporate the little sweats on your forehead that brings a smile for that extra mile or I can be a dark stormy sky that brings heavy rain and thunderstorms that could create wildfires in forest as fast as like lightning and roar as loud as thunder that would bring chills down your spine then end with rain of tears leaving you with nothing but fear...

But do not be alarmed for this is only nature taking it's course and so I do not have control over this but this I can assure is that this only hardly happens and after a long time when much water is evaporated into my zone, then my size would increase depending on the temperature of the day... This would describe why I like the cold and hate the water (water is often describe with emotions). I would look like a gentle cloud from earth that takes in more and more until I cannot take it anymore yet you can never see it because my growth is behind the cloud that you see from below, then I would release everything with bolts of lightning and claps of thunder and if you are ever 'lucky' enough that I store too much, you might see hurricanes and typhoons that would bring chaos to whatever or whoever is close by and for this to happen then I could only sigh...

Of course most of the time I would still be a passing cloud that pass by you yet you'll never notice me unless you bother to look up despite your busy life into the far sky only then you will realise I was there all along and if you are curious to find out more and actually climb up that steep and dangerous path to the mountain tops to see what I'm like up close... You will come to realise one thing that from afar you can see it's there, but when you're up there, neither can you touch it with your hands or bring it up close to see it yet you can feel the calm and coolness when you're there so you know that I'm still there... And another thing is when you are in it, you will no longer see what is outside of it for you will be covered with fog that blurs the road ahead of you... so be careful and don't be too rash or you might hit something unpleasant... hahaha...

Had a Vision
on Saturday, April 14, 2007, 12:19 AM

:: Ooo... My personality is hard to define... ::

Your Inner Blood Type is AB!

Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional.
And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week!
Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality.
This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil.

You are most compatible with: everyone!

Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe

What's Your Inner Blood Type?

Had a Vision
on Friday, April 13, 2007, 11:48 PM

:: Grrr... what element am I!!!???? ::

Want To Know Which Element You Are?

You are Spirit!

Truly a rare breed, you're calm and thoughtful
but still know how to live life. Things are taken slowly but your large list of experiences (yours as well
as others) can help you adapt to new situations with little trouble or people being hurt. Unfortunately,
you're the most likely to ignore yourself over other people. Emotions rule you, and though you are quick
to kindness, your anger could scare the fiercest of creatures. Learn to relax a bit and live your own life.

Best Match: Fire, they'll pull you out of your shell and teach you plenty of things in life.

Worst Match: Water, they're too intent on their emotions to notice yours.

Streea wasted a bunch of time making this test.

Had a Vision
on , 11:22 PM

:: WHAT ELEMENT AM I???!!!! ::

You scored as energy. you are everything else. you are the force that holds us together

energy

80%

air

70%

earth

70%

water

60%

fire

40%

what element are you
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Had a Vision
on , 11:12 PM

:: What element am I???!!! ::

What Element Are You?

You are Spirit...you are ethereal and light. You always think the best of everyone. All your friends call you an angel.
Take this quiz!

Had a Vision
on , 10:52 PM

:: iLuv in it... ::

I was leaving my house today to go for my driving lessons which is at 1.45pm at Bedok, so I came out of my house today at around 1.05pm and reached my house bus stop at 1.10pm which it started to rain until it was 1.15pm, it rainned heavily so I called Mr. Ng and ask if it was raining in Bedok and it was so today's driving class was cancelled because it was raining heavily at 1.15pm, and since I'm already out I decided to go for a walk in whitesands and my bus came around 1.25pm and reached white sands around 1.45pm (i think) then the rain started to slow down... And all I can say is wow... o_O

Anyway, I was looking through whitesands to find some stuffs... I saw some discounts on billabong t-shirts for $10 each cool! Then I went to search challenger for updates on ya know' IT stuffs... looking at how powerful computers are, what new stuffs are in, what stupid games they have... and that was when I saw this!

and I was like wow, cool! Then I also saw a genius 1 that looks better so in the end I didn't buy cos the spec for this iLuv 1 wasn't there... so i go home check and was browsing around the net until I found this!

And I was like WOW! I WANT THIS!!! Bluetooth technology!!! but it's freakin expensive...

I got it from here

Had a Vision
on , 3:03 PM

:: Miracle by Cascada ::

Boy meets girl
You were my dream,my world
But i was blind
You cheated on me from behind
So on my own
I feel so all alone
Though I know it's true
I'm still in love with you

I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
It can happen to me

Day and night
I'm always by your side
Cause I know for sure
My love is real my feelings pure
So take a try
No need to ask me why
Cause I know it's true
I'm still in love with you

I need a miracle...

My mei mei yesterday lemme hear this song and say she put in her blog... so I listen then I think nice also so I also put keke... I see the lyrics like... ok, yup this girl is either madly in love with the guy or she's just juvenile...

Had a Vision
on Thursday, April 12, 2007, 12:03 PM

:: The supernatural in my dream... ::

I had a dream... seems very drama to me this time... qutie sad after i woke up... n confused...

There were a few of us from church going visit some1 who's in the hospital den we somehow were waiting outside the hospital on the road at a cross junction but behind me is the hospital, there were a few floors like 3 to 4 floors only, the few of us at the cross junction we making comments about ghost lurking around den the guys will try to scare the girls by doing some things that seem supernatural like making a bicycle appearing as if it's floating off the ground but actually it was on a bump... dunno why she didn't saw it...

Jiayi was in the dream (o_O) she was all happy-go-lucky like den she asked everyone to laugh a ghostly laugh as the echos of the night enhanced it then after that she said something about turning the lights off, but some1 anyhow close the lights so I shouted really loud, "Close the side lights lah!!!" then pointed to the street lights that they were night lights... (we were still at the cross junction which actually look like one of the junctions in punggol)

Later we were back to the hospital, Jiayi wasn't here le but there was this uncle... I can't remember his face... he had a caravan parked there, then we slept on top of it, i was sleeping though and i was looking up to the balcony of the hospital, there were some kids up there beside a nurse... later i realise the one of the kid was a ghost when he played with me by pulling stuffs from the ground up with telekinetic force and dropped it back down when the nurse beside him was looking, the nurse was kinda shocked with eyes wide opened at 1 time when the ghost did that... the other kid beside the ghost could see everything den i think because she wanted to play like a ghost too so she just jumped off and fell on that uncle sleeping on the caravan where he got up and shifted the girl aside, positioned her in a better position then went back to sleep...

Later I saw the girl spirit came out and went to a room at the first floor, I followed her there den she did something like a curious ghost would do, she tries to pass through the wall touching a guy from the other side of the wall but she was smiling doing that as if she was playing... the boy in that room became in a hurry to go into the bathroom, he jumped into the bath tub, turned on the tap at max and laid back, (somehow there was 3 power sockets in the bathtub) so I quickly went to turned them off but the water was too fast and covered the sockets, then I saw this spark of orange light from the power socket and I though it was too late... I turned to see the boy in the bathtub, he smiled at me and his glowed a radiant dark orange color as he just faded away into thin air...

I awoke with those ghastly eyes fading in my dream...

Had a Vision
on , 11:20 AM

:: Working in the God's garden ::

i dunno if i've posted this before... I heard it somewhere and 4gotton about it sometime... and now it came back... not very sure though but it should be something like this...

Once, there was this woman who was called to work in God's garden, so she gave up everything and started to build God's garden from scratch. She had the image of the garden in her head so she just worked on it until everything is done, then she maintained it everyday, watered the plants, fertilised them and kept the whole garden clean.

Then one day, God appeared in the garden but wasn't please with it... The woman asked why, "Did I not make the whole garden from scratch? Did I not look after your plants for you? Aren't they already blooming with radiant colors already?"

God said, "Yes, I asked for a garden but this was not what I wanted."

Then the woman replied, "Then why didn't you told me what you wanted? After all this! Where were you?!"

God replied, "I was in the garden all along but you didn't see me because you were too busy working with the garden."

Like the woman, many of us when we thought we have receive our calling to serve in a ministry, we would go all out for Him and serve, serve, serve but many times, we get too busy serving that we forgot to ask God what He really wants us to do...

God, forgive us that many times we forgot to ask You, the master for the details of the garden you want us to make before we start farming. God, please let me get closer to you so I may know what is it that you really want me to do...

Had a Vision
on Tuesday, April 10, 2007, 12:37 AM

:: I need a hug... ::

~~I need a hug... someone... anyone... please...~~

thx, God your the best...

Had a Vision
on Monday, April 09, 2007, 11:46 PM

:: Emotional control ::

Today's sermon touched me... even though it's a video... but it still touched me... starting was about unity and saying much God pleases to see us united as one... and about our natural instinct of liking to be with people that are like us with similar personalities... n hating to be with people that are different from us... example, if we are systematic and likes details, we would love to work with some1 who's systematic and detailed, but if we were creative and likes to try new things, it would be almost an immpossible to work with some1 who's go-by-the-book traditional type...

He continued by saying that despite knowing this, God knows yet He still puts us with those people we don't like... becos we are 1 body, many parts...

later the pastor talked about emotional control, how moses lost his temper and was forbidden to go into the promised land... he explained that the bible did not tell us to hold back our temper, to put it inside, to contained it and act as if we christians never get angry... No! he continued with his experience of cooking cabbage over a limit that it popped and if we contained our anger it will be like the cabbage exploding and dealing alot of damage... den he continued with his experience of him containing his anger... until he reached a point of realising God is telling him not to serve anymore if "shifeng yue duo, lao wo yue duo (More Serving equals to More bringing back of old self)"

now that really hit me into tears... (i hid them) cos that's what i'm feeling recently... I kept thinking I'm not serving enough... but the more I serve the more tired i seem to get, the harder it seems to love, and the easier i lose my temper...

Just now, i lost it... i just burst in my house... dun wanna talked about it... cos it's over liao... all the broken pieces of cabbage and glass all over the place now... getting cleared up by God... blogged it in my private blog... the title was...

Love..? I don't know what is it anymore...

so can someone reading this, remind me again of what it is... n also remind me that we humans are not perfect... so i guess a perfect love doesn't exist either in the mortal realm...

oh ya, just know YuHan said she very Xianmu my hair... but i wanted to say to her now that how much i xianmu her... How much I would have in exchange to have a christian family, a family of love, a family of God...

Had a Vision
on Sunday, April 08, 2007, 11:17 PM

:: Dancin' all out! ::

Both my modern class and hip-hop class finish le... but I missed the last class for hip-hop... T_T
They took picture of everyone in modern cos the teacher leaving le, some1 else is gonna teach us next sem... funny how when only some1's leaving then take picture...

Dance alot of people hor..? too bad i'm like a stranger there... church better haha!

This is the Dance Instructor(left), we call her Wai... yup! I was surprise her name same as my sername... she sometimes call me Mr. Wai, haha

Ok, enough of the sad stuffs... now talk about how much that Red Bull actually last me through today... Went to church at ard 11.40am to go through the newly ~~thought~~ choreographed dance then JiaYi came n we learn the new step to replace the WOOOOHH!!!! then after that tired le, dunno y suddenly talk about breakdance den JiaYi suggested the "Baby Freeze" where I tried and succeeded after a few tries haha!

LEVEL UP! Andrew learns a new skill! "Baby Freeze!"

Level up liao can change armor everything haha, so I changed my appearance also haha... Camo Pants, Grey Tank Top, Freshlook contact lens (Honey color), Multi-color + Perm Hairstyle and a Crocodile Hunter Hat... Muahahahaha! ok, enough crap...

den cell start, do the crap presentation... had some laughs... den Pastor said something about friends lasting throughout our whole life on earth, he said no matter primary school, secondary school and all the way up to work... friends won't last forever cos when we start working we'll be so busy until we have no time for friends... I dunno if that's really true cos there are some who can last very long but I guess that's a fact for the majority... Thank God I'm not the majority... I have friends for life...

I call them my brothers and sisters...

Had a Vision
on , 1:09 AM

:: Lessons learnt... ::

After coming back, I realise something... about me not wanting to grow up... I'm not the only one... I realise that many around me are actually subconciously not wanting to grow up while I'm the other way round, subconciously wanting to grow up but I'm conciously not wanting to... trying to push away everything that lies before me... the expectations and the responsibilities...

Yes! When I talk about grown up stuff, it's about respnsibilities! Grown ups are suppose to be responsible for everything they do or say, for every action taken in life onwards. And right now I'm so pissed with some people around me... subconciously pushing responsibility to me like i'm some sort of rubbish bin... Expecting me to do the planning, the organising, the actions, the calling up of people to confirm meetings, the looking of information, the thinking of ideas, and putting the ideas into actions... writing all these just pisses me off... (Warning! Do not splash water on me at this time or something bad might happen)

I know I have some leadership qualities and I'm bound to be a leader somewhere at some point of time but I'm really really trying to pull myself together... I'm currently in a phase between childhood and adulthood called growing up... I still feel like a jigsaw puzzle not yet fixed, a mystery not yet solved, a color not yet painted...

God, I thank you for having mercy on me, I also thank you for all the grace you've given me despite how slow I learn, despite how unwilling I am to grow up, I know you've always been patient with me Lord.
I pray that you would help me give up my childish ways, and help me slowy accept the fact that I have to grow up, to face the real problems, to take up responsibilities that will help lead your people to the light and stay on the right way.
I know you've given me courage not to talk cocky infront of people and taking up stupid dares of eating wasabi but rather the courage to face reality, courage to stand on this dark world alone, courage to stand up after every defeat. Please teach me to use this gift that you have given me graciously to glorify your name, to give light to the lost souls and to be the one who lifts up that big umbrella that protects the ones weaker than me from the storms of life...
I Jesus Christ most precious name I pray.
Amen.

Had a Vision
on Friday, April 06, 2007, 1:58 AM

:: Accidents do happen... (Back from Qing Ming cont.) ::

At 3.30am monday morning, after 5 hours of driving...

While I was in deep sleep, my tang ge (ah Kim) was still awake. As he was watching the road, there was a cargo truck infront of our bus...
Suddenly something fishy happened, our bus started to acelerate closer to the truck. Closer and closer until about 1 meter distance apart at a speed of 90km/hr on the highway then it started to swave away to the right but because of the space and time constraint... BANG!

I was awoken, so was the rest of the passengers on the bus... everyone started to look around to see what happen and ah Kim (my tang ge) started to describe what he saw as he was not sleeping then told us to look at glass of the front of the bus. As I turned to see, he continued to describe about what happened, I saw some very huge lines across the glass which I thought were just the reflections of light cause by the highway lights but the more I look, the more they actually look like what I don't wish to believe were cracklines...

After the bus came to a stop, awhile later there were some commotion going on, people were calling to say their trip has been delayed by a car accident while my tang ge was still repeating what he saw and what happened focusing on how the bus got closer and closer to the cargo truck in front... then my dad who missed the toilet break before decided to go down the bus to take a look (and a little self declared toilet break) then soon my tang ge went down, then some guy went down, then lonely me without my dad also decided to go down to take a look at the situation.

As I walked towards the front of the bus, I couldn't believe my eyes as I saw the cracklines I saw from afar were not just some, but towards the left corner was a hole, and as I reached the door I realised that the glass of the door was gone! Broken into bits and pieces with the steps full of broken bits of glass, I carefully walked down with my sandals stepping on them making sounds of crackling glass that sound like the biting of sand...

When I was outside, I turned to my right and saw the driver and another guy, then I turned to see the damage of the bus... I was like Wooh!

Then I started to walk towards the back of the car, I saw the gigantic cargo truck slightly bigger than our bus. And I was like Wooh!

Then after that was walking here and there until about 5am, we went back into our bus to sleep until about 6am, we went down to another bus then we continued our trip back to Singapore...

I reached home at about 10.45am... so so tired...

Had a Vision
on , 1:11 AM

:: Back from Qing Ming... ::

My dad asked me to go malaysia visit my ancestors... so i just go loh... though there was a bit of a struggle in me saying cannot worship other Gods...

I left at 9pm n reached Ipoh at ard 6.30am... then we were brought by uncle ah gui to eat dim sum for breakfast... Ate alot... (which reminds me, did I put on weight?) den we went to my 3rd perper (I hate chinese tradition, so many names to remember) house den slack awhile den went to yinggu house, talked for awhile den went to eat that chicheongfan... waited for about 45mins there to eat it... (my dad always bring me there eat but it's worth the wait cos it's really nice) den we stopped by those along-the-road-shops to drink coconut... (that's where I learnt that older coconuts are sweeter while younger ones are sour while having more nicer meat) then we went back to slack den went out to meet another yinggu i think den along the way we had chendol shiit(cantonese for ice) and WOW! the red bean was the size of the last segment of my last finger! i tot it was a red colored atachi! nice!

At night we went to eat youyuyongchoi (squid n vegetable) and for desert we had momochacha which is almost the same as bobochacha just that it was nicer and had peanuts in it (first time i had cold peanuts in ice) den the uncles talked talked talked den we went to this open area with giant screens showing football... ManU vs Bai (i think.. blue n white stripe jersey) it was 0:1 den i watched until 4:1, we had Carlsberg there n i couldn't handle half a glass haha... my face was already red by then... then uncles continued talking n talking n talking... den we ordered satay n popiah (den i realise malaysia food is better then singapore)

Reached home at 12.30 and slept at ard 1plus den was awoken at 7am to get ready to go for qingming... My tang di (ah Seng) is already driving under probation... (i need to buck up) we went up n planted incense around the tomb n burning paper money (they have paper credit cards too!) Of course i just followed orders... but in my heart I still hold the truth... I probably wouldn't continue this tradition... but i would come back to visit my tang di though... he's the only 1 i can click with there haha... ok, den after stepping on ashes, mud and ounces of dirt and not to mention inhaling tonnes of smoke, we went to eat again... this time I wasn't really focus on the food, my dad know some uncle who had a granddaughter age 22! Granddaughter!! n she was sitting right across the table from me... manz! she had really really really nice big eyes... sharp nose, tender lips, long hair, fair skin and *whistle* body, quite tall, just that the thighs abit fat and ugh... at first she never smile, i tot she was perfect until she opened her mouth den i saw her teeth... wah biang eh! I wanted to run away! Her teeth were all over the place lol!

ok, after that WOW! lunch i had we went to that abandon banglow we bought in malaysia, now infested with termites and surrounded by a mini-jungle... so we went to there to sweep the floor, n clear the jungle (i was holding a jungle knife for the first time) slashing weeds, chopping branches den burning them... phew! had a whole day of "smoking" *cough* den went back to perper house to slack, had coconuts along the way... joked about the chicheongfan long queue... at night came n we set off for home at ard 8.30pm... the bus was ok only, the company name is Lapan Lapan 88, must remember the name...

The seats were wide, the bus was new, it had the 'new' smell, they provided blankets, had 2 tv screens, we watched a movie, the snakes on the plane movie very scary... uncensored too... den the movie ended at ard 11pm, i went to sleep... at ard 2.30am i woke up when the bus stopped... the captian didn't told us it was toilet break n went off himself... my dad didn't wake up, i didn't wake him up either... i tot sleep was more important... den at ard 3.30am... i was awoken again with a loud BANG!

what happened?!

tuned in next time... same time same channel! Now i wanna play game...

Had a Vision
on Tuesday, April 03, 2007, 9:16 AM