Fai†hfully Preparing my Fields for the Rain

:: Lucid Dreaming failed ::

This morning I dreamt of doing some maths question but failed to get the correct answer twice! Then it rained, there were thunder and lightning but I really couldn't hear the thunder... I hid under a shelter still attempting to solve the question paper which was still in the rain, I thought for a while and finally thought of the answer but the paper didn't have that answer and neither could I reach the paper to write the answer down...
I think I still can remember the question... It asked how many patches of grass 57 x 57 can fill up an undefined shape of land with (many dimensions I 4got) then there were answers, a)50 b)100 c)200 d)1000
My answers were c) at first then b) but both were wrong then when I caculated it, the answer is suppose to be more than 1000 but I guess that's the closes so d) should be the answer but I didn't answer it cos suddenly the a car came into the carpark trying to park the car but I ran from it cos I tot it was going to run over me, I knew they were friendly cos I saw huihui jie and weiqi coming out of the car rushing to some place saying they were gonna be late...
So I followed and suddenly I felt like shitting but couldn't find the toilet, I searched high and low, finding wierd looking devices and even a sink 2 meters high which I at first tot was a toilet, I saw many secret rooms and doors that weren't there before then finally I met an old man, I asked him where the toilet was and he brought me into a big room with a big toilet and I squat down to shit but couldn't as I was distracted by the old man who keeps opening the door and telling people that there are people using this toilet...
Here, I woke up and went to shit then I went back to sleep hoping to enter lucid dreaming cos I wanted to see if the answer d) was correct...
But my attempt failed as everytime I'm in a dream and I tell myself i'm just dreaming, I would immediately gain conciousness and get kicked out of the dream...
So ya, I failed...

While writing this down, I asked myself why am I still running, and this time I know why... It says I was running from a car so that would mean I'm trying to escape the reality of learning driving cos it's really bringing stress to me...
Looking for the toilet probably just means I want to shit... The rain probably means a new beginning but me hiding from the rain would mean I'm not ready for a new beginning... Whereas for the paper... I really don't know what it means... maybe I'm looking for an answer but what? All I know is that the answer now lies in rain...

Maybe... just maybe I either need to wait for the rain to stop OR look for that old man who has the big toilet cos maybe he has a big umbrella I can use... hmm... but who's the old man?

Had a Vision
on Tuesday, June 05, 2007, 12:50 PM