:: Sorry God, for today. ::
Today didn't really seems glorifying to you God. I woke up feeling tired cos I went back to sleep after I woke up and didn't finish my sleep cycle. Feli sms to tell me she forgot she got bible study so cannot go dance. Then yesterday my mei mei say simpsons movie nice so I tot maybe could go watch it wednesday or monday n funny I chose to watch it today... big mistake...
Like what the Amarant Coral says, "The only dependable thing about the future is uncertainty."
Today's plan was suppose to be...
2pm-3.30pm: Driving lesson
6pm: meet Feli go register for dance
but... 6pm was cancelled... nvm, so I was thinking can go back swimming, so the plan was...
2pm-3.30pm: Driving lesson
7.30pm: swimming
but once again, something else happen... so instead of going home to change b4 i went swimming I had to bring my swimming stuff to driving... and went straight after that... so I tried to confirm the movie with sooooooooooo many ppl if they want to watch but in the end 5 ppl watch... ok, I AM NEVER going to ask those ppl again... ever!
I think the main reason I wanted to watch was because I needed a laugh... I've been feeling rather stress lately... Emotionally stress... Had to take so many shit from people especially listening to their negativity in life which is very energy draining! VERY! so anyway, All I wanted was a laugh, quick one, so I called to watch simpsons the movie which my mei described as funny... big mistake...
Yes, It is funny. It exaggerates life that's why it's funny. How loser Ned is for being a faithful christian, how ignorant we see the government deals with matters when the president says, "I'm here to lead, not read", how neighbours react to environmental issues when Lisa tries to knock on every door and getting rejected all the time, and finally how oblivious those christians dealt with the prophecy that grandpa simpson gave especially Homer simpson.
I had a quite a good laugh just now, thx guys. Whereas for the movie, I learnt some life lesson. It's not about me being happy cos in the end everything will be gone. So what if you die happy when everyone around you is sad because of you. It's just selfish to sacrifice others for your own happiness.
God, I'm sorry for seeking pleasure in worldy jokes and not seeking you. I'm sorry for not seeking you when in need of peace. I'm sorry I cast you away. I ask of you to come back into my life, mould me, teach me to be more like you. Guide me through the hardships that I might be going through. Use these hardship to mould me into a better person. Let your name be glorified. In Jesus name I pray, amen.
Had a Vision
on Tuesday, August 07, 2007, 12:09 AM