Fai†hfully Preparing my Fields for the Rain

:: My prophesy unfolding... ::

13 June 2006 a prophesy told was blogged down

Says that the world will attract me sometimes and make my heart not know how to love Jesus even more because I cannot serve Him and money.

This was the choice I had to make a month ago... to choose between money or time for God!

Says that my choice was not blurry but clear and I have to choose. And when I choose Jesus, He's ready to help me.

This time I really had to choose cos I just had to make a choice. During Sunday, when I reached church, I threw my bag down and immediately I fell to my knees following my tears that continued through the sermon also... Never had I been so lost till I cried till my face swell... Apparently, I really needed God to give me a sign, He sent help immediately, His servant came and ask where I was going and pointed to me the direction. Praise the Lord!

Says that only when I choose Jesus there will be peace and joy.

Here I am on a tuesday afternoon after making the choice overfilled with peace and joy beyond what I ever imagined! Now I have more time to peacefully pursue my dream and plan for more joyful events!

Says He is going to help me in my ways towards authority making me more submissive.

This is already in progress, I'm already under the authority of Singapore's most disciplined school, with the best training in leadership.

Says He'll give me a bigger umbrella after I throw away the smaller one. Says that when I hold that big umbrella, He will choose me as a leader.

A few weeks ago, the umbrella I left behind my bed for 2 months was confiscated and thrown away by my instructor when he checked it during inspection. This reminded me of the umbrella in my prophesy and made me started thinking bout it again but this wasn't the umbrella... It was actually the mind-set of thinking bout the short term goal of commissioning and making the most money out of NS that I had to throw away for it was nothing compared to the BIG dream I already had but forgotton in my life. Initially I didn't know what the umbrella meant in my prophesy but yesterday, I've been confirmed. When I was booking in, in the cab, on my way to camp, I asked God if all this was the umbrella in my prophesy and out of nowhere an umbrella sign "coincidently" appeared at the side of the highway. I smiled when I saw it cos I knew God was winking at me.

Says I must humble myself and when I am willing to, the wisdom and courage in me will reveal itself and my joy will overflow.

Yesterday morning during wing commanders talk, he talk talk talk until suddenly he said "H is for Humility! Write that down! H is also for Humble! H-U-M-B-L-E! you must be humble blah blah blah" I saw God winking at me again... I guess it was time, so I approached my PC to confirm if I OOC will I recourse into pro term which he did and told me to "take a break" after accessing my situation. So I went to the MO, and he didn't hesitate to OOC me after accessing my situation as well. I suddenly felt happier... Then when I went back to look for my PC for my last interview where he took off my rank. My shoulder felt lighter but I felt like a lower class person already but at the same time I started talking with confidence again like how I use to... Sir Andrew was suddenly born again!

Had a Vision
on Tuesday, April 01, 2008, 2:48 PM