Fai†hfully Preparing my Fields for the Rain

:: Direction Decided! ~not ::

I've decided to take a career quiz to decide my fate since I'm can be rather proficient in all the jobs I listed and here's the results...

You would be very happy in a career that utilised your level-headedness, and allowed you to work mainly on your own. You want a career that allows you to be creative, without having to be involved with lots of people. Some careers that would be perfect for you are:

Artist
Historian
Banker
Novelist
University Professor
Photographer
Vet
Paralegal
Graphic Designer
Online Content Developer
Webmaster
Producer
Managing Director
Nutritionist
Advertising
Nursing

You like working and being alone. You like to avoid attention at all costs. You tend to keep to yourself, and not interact much with the people around you. You enjoy spending time with a few a close friends. You like to listen to others, but don't like sharing much about yourself. You are very quiet and private.

You are very practical, and only act after thinking things through. You don't like being forced to answer quickly. You have to evaluate the situation completely. You make decisions based on what you can verify with your senses.

You like to be deeply involved in one or two special projects. You like to be behind the scenes. You are very logical and fair. You feel you should be honest with others and protect their feelings.

You trust your gut instincts. You are easily inspired and trust that inspiration. You are very innovative. You analyse things by looking at the big picture. You are concerned about how what you do affects others. You worry about your actions and the future. You tend to use a lot of metaphors and are very descriptive and colourful in your choice of language.

You are very creative, and get bored easily if you don't get to express yourself. You like to learn new things. You don't like the same old routine. You like to leave your options open.

Had a Vision
on Tuesday, January 06, 2009, 10:31 PM

:: Where is the stress coming from? ::

ARGH!!! I shouldn't be stress! I finally have a relax office job now... 8 to 5 and so close to home that I can come home play game everyday.

Hmm... let's look at the factors slowly and find out why the stress level actually increased after I came out of the dreaded leadership school...

Now I have MORE TIME!
Which means I can do more things.
Which also means I want to do more things.
Which means people will want me to do more things.

So what are these things that sometimes seems so overwhelming?

Courses
Driving Class 3 (I hate my instructor)
Dancing (rusty)
Karate (to protect the people I love)
Ninjitsu (to flexibility for dancing)

Projects
My uncle's website (No idea how or why I said I'd do it)
Mr. Tipherent blog (same same and yuhan's not giving me the pic)
My blog (no rush)
Me and my mei's website (no rush)
My e-portfolio (I NEED THIS NOW)

Choices
Go where after NS
Which school? (Laselle, NTU, Overseas, RP, TP)
What course? (Advertising, V-comm, game design, game & entertainment)
What I want as a career? (Creative Director, Web Designer, Game Programmer, continue my dad's legacy to becoming a Developer or pursue my dream of a Dance Instructor)
What I really want to do (Advertise, make websites, make games, make lots of money, or dance my heart out)
What I can do (all of the above)
What my dad wants me to do (I don't love money that much)
What reality wants me do to (Make LOTS of money)

People
Dad n Mom had the biggest quarrel in history (worries)
Mei trying to cope with work, school and relationship
Jie keep saying and doing the wrong things at the wrong time (limitations)
Aunt came back from Aussy, temporarily staying (in my room)
Grandpa still staying taking a room from the 3 bedrooms we have making the whole family of 5 squeezing in 1 room. (sleeping condition is bad)
Me, lonely...

Had a Vision
on , 9:33 PM

:: Manga/TV vs Reality ::

I was reading a romance manga where a guy fell for a girl he say will never like. whereas for the girl who grew up with him for 10 years, he just treated her as a friend though the girl didn't think otherwise.

I onced watched a movie where the the guy ends up with the girl he knows for many years..

So I'm just wondering what my story would be like...

Had a Vision
on , 7:46 AM

:: If GentleSquall is an animal ::

Today I tot if GentleSquall is an animal, he'd be a Jellyfish cos of how soft, gentle, alien but beautiful it is at the same time Deadly!

BUT

Since GentleSquall has a reputation as a tanker, always play defence first, having a relatively heavy weight and did I mention threatened or endangered, I guess he should be more like...

Crush, The Sea Turtle!!

Had a Vision
on Sunday, January 04, 2009, 12:35 AM