Fai†hfully Preparing my Fields for the Rain

:: I'm trying God... ::

Dear God,
Abba Father, whose presence and help are always near, please help me have faith that you are here. I confess that at certain points in my life, you have seemed distant and I have felt alone. Please remind me through your Spirit of your nearness and your care. In my moments of struggle and doubt, please make your presence known. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Had a Vision
on Friday, February 27, 2009, 6:32 PM

:: What I really want? ::

I once heard that it's important to know what you really want in life.

Because from there you have your direction.

From there you are moving, growing, becoming better by the day, making everyday counts.

I feel lost.. My monetary goals keep changing.. which in turn changes my plans for the future..

I realize the only thing that didn't change for years is my aspiration to be the perfect dad, an ideal husband. I'm just too family oriented I'll probably die without 1! So somebody tell me where I should be going if my definition of success is to have a wonderful & happy family.

Had a Vision
on Tuesday, February 24, 2009, 9:05 PM

:: Everytime ::

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

Here goes:

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
The Way You Want Me
(Am I answering the question? o.O)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Yes I Will
(Yup, love those words)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Miss You Like Crazy
(err... who?)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
When You're Looking Like That
(like what?)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
God Will Lift Up Your Head
(Am I really looking down alot? o.O)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Give My Love
(yea... maybe, probably. Just haven't found the right receiver yet.)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Heaven Knows
(Hah!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
It's Gotta Be You
(YOU'RE MY BEST FREN!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Was It Something You Didn't Say
(ha, could be, maybe, probably)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Wo Ke Yi Bao Ni Ma
(HUGZ!!!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Zhi Ran
(I wan to grow up naturally into a MAN! hah! >.<)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Tuo Diao
(Woohoo! >.<)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Love Story
(they do? o.O)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Low
(yea! Hip-hop all the way! =D)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Above It All
(ya, a Christian song seems predictable)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Abundantly
(wow! I have many!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Up All Nite
(party freaks... or maybe they're just nocturnal)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Dangerous
(and drooling women running after me.. >.<)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
The Day You Went Away
(Don't leave me!!! *groans*)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Lian Ai Da Ren (The Best Lover)
(I only had 1 lover b4... i guess.. maybe..)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Collide
(*bump* hehehe *bump* hahaha)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Here I Am To Worship
(Only God can make me cry)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Obvious
(-ly YES! like Duh! =P)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Hype Man
(actually I am a little intimidated by hyper active people sometimes)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Caught In The Middle
(of 2 unbelievably beautiful women, keke! =X)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Getaway Car
(I had a car? o.O)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
How Deep Is Your Love
(loving deeply hurts i guess..)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Everytime
(ok loh. -_-)

Had a Vision
on Sunday, February 22, 2009, 8:36 PM

:: We Need Each Other.. ::

Had a Vision
on , 5:11 PM

:: More Dreams coming back!!! ::

I dreamt I was some pupput master who made a puppet came to life!
It was a spider puppet made of wood that shoots socks out for it's 'web', about 1.5 times my size and when I first created it (came to life) I was talking to some girl on the phone which I stopped abruptly which made the girl think I was in some trouble so she came over my 'lab' that look like some old shabby house and wanted to see if I'm alright but suddenly was caught by the spider's web with her mouth stuff with the sock and movement disabled, it pulled her to me who seems to be alive then... I woke up.. >.<

Another dream I had was about me playing this game but I can only remember this part where I planted the snake somewhere then I started stabbing the snake... like stabbing it really bad... then I took the blood stain of the spear or whatever weapon I used and rubbed it on my shirt purposely to show someone that I... then I woke up... o.O

shit! I also wanna know what happened man!

Had a Vision
on , 12:00 AM

:: I need a cookie ::

This morning I had a dream of me making the perfect cookie and going around block to block selling my perfect cookie with the perfect smell, color, taste, and even sound of breaking it into 2 sounds perfect.

Had a Vision
on Thursday, February 19, 2009, 8:37 PM

:: Weary ::

Had a Vision
on Wednesday, February 18, 2009, 7:37 PM