I'm chinese who can speak chinese but I can't read!!! I failed chinese since young probably because I hated chinese when I was young, I guess I just hated my chinese teachers. I only had bad memories of all of them... One was an old and bold guy who slept in class after giving assignments for us to do, another was an old lady with curly hair who didn't believed in me and categorized me as a bad boy just because I sat with the naughty kids in class (like I had a choice) and even brought me to the principal's office for interrogation of this case of writing the teachers name as "old pig" on an unnamed exercise book (hello! I fail chinese, how would I know how to write!). Then later I manage to just pass when I had this teacher who was a little more patient and took extra time to teach me personally but later she left and poof! so was my chinese...
During my 'O' levels, my chinese teacher sent me to take CLB, basic chinese, instead of the normal chinese, I was the only one sent there in my class, how saddening can that be... I didn't know anyone there... I've been walking a path of loneliness, solitude and isolation for whole my whole quarter of my life... Even during my poly life, I already made many friends but none were interested in the things I do, I joined many CCAs that none of my classmates were interested in... so in the end I had to keep making new friends... When I went out to work part time, nobody was interested to work with me, and again I had to make new friends... When I went army, nobody I knew went to the same company with me and again I have to make new friends... Then when I came out and wanted to pursue dancing but nobody was interested and so I went to take the courses alone and again I had to make new friends.... now I come out to work... the same things happened... Currently I have 615 friends on facebook, probably only half of which are good friends, and only about 1% close friends but Zero best friend and no soulmate yet... Am I really meant for this path of a loner... I know I am a warrior but...
Wait a minute... why am I talking bout my path of loneliness suddenly...
All the banana's fault! They're making me bananas!! Gonna eat them all!!!