I went to save her and she suck my soul out and bit me... literally... ow... the mark on the shoulder is huge!! I wonder how the one on my left bicep came about though... hmmm...
And most importantly, I felt the connection!! I only felt physical attraction all the way until just now, there was a tint of emotional joy that runs deep within the soul.
Initially I thought I'm either emotionally dead or maybe it really is going to take some time for me to reach there. Like the little psychology quiz, I have high stone walls around my floating castle, means I'm a closed person, not to the point I will hide stuff about myself or my secrets but emotionally I just cannot be reached. I often feel a sense of detachment from those around me. I can form bonds of friendship, but there is always distance in my relationships. To me it seems that there is a certain bridge that I just cannot cross, no matter how close I get to someone.
Some days it makes me sad. Other days I'm content to just being in my own little world.
Some days it makes me sad. Other days I'm content to just being in my own little world.
I asked my sis what exactly does it feels like to have a connection feeling, she says its the warm fuzzy feeling inside but my only recollection of having that feeling ever was when my mom or sis give me a back massage or when they help me to squeeze the pimples on my back.
Anyway, I'm so happy, I'm not a vampire nor a robot!! I'm human!!! Just a little slow... that's all... a little slow...