Dreamt that I was fighting a big zombie, he was fast, he used charge attack on us, I was not alone, there were others. So the big zombie about 2 meters tall had thick skin, built and strong, he could bash through walls. I was somehow faster than I usually am in this dream, I had this very special shotgun that needs to be loaded with this special double-sided bullet. I can only load 5 of these double-sided bullet into the shotgun but I only had 4 and a half. So in the end I had only 9 shots at the big zombie. I dodged very well at his charge attacks at me, rolling away like some hero. Took a few shots and missed, then rolled away again, took a few shots and hit but because the skin was too thick, the bullet didn't penetrate. Then finally I'm left with a few bullets left, I did much running and hiding, panting and discussing with others on what to do and somehow my last shot managed to bring the big zombie down.
Then I was in another dream, again zombies, I was fighting them with my bare hands, slamming, punching and kicking. The mobs got more and more and I got more tired. They were not easy to whack, but I was weak. I retreated with the other survivors into a shopping mall. These zombies were of normal size, slow and dumb, they didn't know they can't walk through glass doors so they all end up walking into the shopping mall glass doors but couldn't get through. Suddenly I felt very urgent and quickly rushed into the toilet, and a girl came out of the toilet, we jumped and I realize I was in the wrong toilet but I didn't care cos I was really urgent so I went in and let go. *wakes up and realize it's a dream and went to the toilet to pee*
My Interpretation
This wasn't really a nightmare else I'd have woken up in sweat. I used to have me running away from zombies or monsters but now I'm fighting them, this obviously shows I have become stronger subconsciously. I am no longer running away from hidden feelings and emotions but rather facing them head on.
The first part of the dream, the big zombie probably represents a strong negative emotion, chances are it is peer pressure. Me fighting it means an inner conflict that I am trying to solve. To dream that I'm being attacked, indicates my character is being questioned. I feel the need to defend myself. My hidden feelings here are stress, vulnerable and helplessness. The bullets signifies my words and a reminder to be cautious of what I say. Words are a double-edged sword. Me shooting the big zombie means my hidden aggression and anger towards this unknown aspect of myself. Slowly but surely, I will defeat this part of me. A sign that something positive will happen.
The second part, is the same meaning the same thing as the first and a confirmation to the first. The zombies represents a strong negative emotion also probably peer pressure, me fighting back means an inner conflict, me getting tired just means me being tired of fighting this emotion, and even me going to pee means a successful release or overcoming of my emotions. Me in a mall just means that I'm trying to make an impression, trying to proof myself. Me not caring about me going into the girls toilet means me going out of my way and following my gut feelings despite the situation.