Get a grip on yourself, Andrew! You was not like that just a month ago... now jealousy is coupled with rage??? Last time see already, say abit, now just the thought of it seems to make my blood boil, how liddat?
Even though she's your girlfriend, remember anger resolves nothing and fighting is the worst solution. Keep cool, just don't think about it. (eh? this wasn't my voice... Ah... the voice of goodness.)
Dear God, my Saviour, my Life and my Joy, I thank You for all the wonderful things that have happened over the past 2 months, thank You for giving me the desires of my heart, nothing was what I could ever imagined. Thank You for loving me even when I sin, I'm sorry for falling into sin again, I let anger, jealousy, lust, greed and pride took over me... Sorry for 'kicking' you away again... Please hold onto me, I fear that I may lose myself eventually. The loading of family, work, school and recently a lover that requires a little more time than I thought is getting overwhelming and out of my hands. I know this is to teach me self-control, a test for the fruit of self-control to bloom. I pray once again for all the fruits of the Holy Spirit, Love, Peace, Joy, Patience, Goodness, Kindness, Faithfulness, Gentleness, and Self-control. Let my life be a living testimony to Christ Jesus, use me to reflect the glory and love of God. Please take the seat in my life and guide me back on the path of righteousness. A path that I can tell my children and grandchildren that You are real. In Jesus Christ most precious name I pray. Amen.