
Is it me or is it getting hot... the temperature starts to raise... the plants all dry up... everything becomes clearer as the sun shines brighter...
It was all fun in the sun until it get so scorching it starts to hurt...
The Mask is my favourite movie...


My life consist of this one mask-fits-all. The mask that covers everything with a smile. When I am angry I smile, when I'm jealous I smile, when I'm upset I smile, when I'm happy I smile, when I'm elated I smile, when I'm in pain I smile, when I'm hurt I also smile... Nobody can see through this mask, especially when I'm hurt I smile the most. The mask is so real sometimes I'm convinced that I'm alright...
This isn't what I really want to write... I'm just beating around the bush again, trying to make it sound softer. Here's the thing.
The thing is, there is a big difference when I use the word pain and the word hurt. Pain is only felt on the outside, hurt is on the inside... Normally people will never tell others their weakness and what they are afraid of because they fear that the others would use it against them, so they only confide these secrets to people they trust, people who they believe will not use their weaknesses on them...
Question is, how do you trust someone who do uses them on you...
image of a pinch mark... not painful anymore, cos now it hurts. =(