Fai†hfully Preparing my Fields for the Rain

:: No wonder it's called blue monday... ::

k, first an update...
saturday - skip archery, skip cell, skip QT. Reason: Dunno got archery anot, creating sim2 character, helping sis with maths cos her exam on monday, sick, tired. Reason given: sick and helping sis with her maths. (problem seen in my faith)

sunday - tempted not to go church but still went and thank God i went. I learnt tt
1. Our brothers and sisters in the body of christ are here for us to 'enjoy' and not to 'endure' the relationship.
2. We need to pray for courage to correct people when they are not doing what is right in the Lord.
3. Praising and encouraging people does not make their ego fly high, it makes them move on.
then our cell members took turns to give each other praise and encouragement - something i really needed now! =)
I totally 4got it was mother's day until the pastor reminded me... so after service, i went to buy something from Mount Zion. It's best feature is the chinese word tt says, "Mothers are God's grace". Then i went to Zhijin house help him play chrono cross... something i promised some time ago. Until i realise it's about 9 and i haven't buy the mother days' cake so i quickly rushed down to White Sands and praise the Lord! it's still open with only ONE coffee cake left. Thank you God, even though i drew away from you, you're still by my side n always there to hear my prayers.

monday - waked up early ready to go for gym but didn't. Reason: tired, internet didn't work last night so dunno got training anot, wanted to finish sims2 project and give to Sam, still sick. Read my 30+ emails tt i've ignored for past few days until i came across 1 tt reminded me of some1, his name is Warren, an american youth pastor whom i met at the pentecost service i went to a few weeks ago. So, i msg him if we could meet up sometime this week n replied today he's on leave n so we met up. I told him bout my drop in faith n he agreed to help me... praying for me, calling me to check up on me every 2 days, ask me to go for his service this friday, coming to my cell this saturday, n also agreed to mentor me 1 on 1. Praise the Lord! just what i needed... after ending with an incredible prayer tt filled me up with holy spirit, we went our ways. I went to Samamntha's house to have dinner n try to grasp another chance at talking with her parents but failed. So, i play sims she play guitar but my mind wasn't playing sims... but i can't seem to remember wat i was thinking about... chat with Sam at night but mind still blank...

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Had a Vision
on Tuesday, May 10, 2005, 4:40 PM