Fai†hfully Preparing my Fields for the Rain

:: lots to say... cont. ::

This saturday, the youths went to church for combined cell again! yay! it's Keith's games again! always ending up with scars and bruises... anyway, main important thing in this cell was the BGR talk. I had quite alot of BGR talks and this 1 is funny!! 4got what was so funny though... just too many.

ok, after the 2hr video, we had cell discussions and something was said that sort of gives me a big encouragement. He was sharing his experience, he said "I love her so much that I would want to protect her, protect her dignity, protect her purity, and that is why I don't even hold her hands though I would really want to because once you hold her hand, you're like taking the first step on the slide." of course there is even in depth reason for doing so in the video... now than i realise what happens when the guy touches the girl for the first time...
Boy: full of lust, wants to be close to feel affection so therefore tries to hold hands while crossing the road.
Girl: full of passion, blinded by love, get touched for the first time thinking "is this ok? I can't say cannot else he might think i don't like him."
Boy: Hey! she doesn't mind! and naturally holds her hands the next time they're together but quickly moves on as they watch a movie thinking "she must be cold" and puts his arm around her.
Girl: really feels cold but doesn't really mind gets a shock but stays cool as she thinks "wow! he's putting his arm around me! i wonder if this is alright? yet i can't say cannot else he might think i don't like him."
Boy: YAY! she doesn't mind! and naturally puts his arms around her the next time they're together... but still unsatisfied, starts to rub her back... up and down and up and down...
Girl: feels good! should be alright.. can't say cannot... blah blah blah!
Boy: YAY! blah! blah! got one time while rubbing down to the waist area, stays there!
Girl: Blah!
Boy: Blah!

This was what is meant by sliding... now i know!! Thank you Lord for your mercy and grace! Once again, you've laid peace on my head... I thank you... yet is it wrong to ask for more? i have peace in my head but i want peace in my heart as well Lord! thank you for hearing my prayer Lord, I know you always have. In Jesus Christ name I pray, Amen.

Had a Vision
on Monday, October 24, 2005, 6:30 PM