Fai†hfully Preparing my Fields for the Rain

:: I am none of the elements... ::

Just now after helping Liyao shop for his belt that took like 3 hrs... we discuss about life and many other stuffs that randomly come out of that wierd brain of mine... This time I asked... "If I were an element, what would I be?"

Well, after thinking and thinking and thinking and searching the net and taking stupid time wasting quizes... I realize that out of the 5 elements, Fire, Water, Air, Earth, and Aether (Science)
for chinese is Wood, Fire, Water, Earth, and Metal

either way, I'm an element that cannot be define as an element, but the closest I would say is that I am Cloud...

For I do not have a fix shape, size, color or space...

I am not a constant but a variable for I can be formed anywhere at anytime, time is on my side so nothing worries me and that is why I often end up with last minute work yet have no worries at all... that also explains why I would be very early or very late, the unpredictability of my nature is hard for anyone to catch for I myself is also trying to understand my undefined pattern, I guess I still have much to learn...

My colors vary from shades of gray. I can be a pure and light white that drifts by accompanied with a cool breeze that's just enough to evaporate the little sweats on your forehead that brings a smile for that extra mile or I can be a dark stormy sky that brings heavy rain and thunderstorms that could create wildfires in forest as fast as like lightning and roar as loud as thunder that would bring chills down your spine then end with rain of tears leaving you with nothing but fear...

But do not be alarmed for this is only nature taking it's course and so I do not have control over this but this I can assure is that this only hardly happens and after a long time when much water is evaporated into my zone, then my size would increase depending on the temperature of the day... This would describe why I like the cold and hate the water (water is often describe with emotions). I would look like a gentle cloud from earth that takes in more and more until I cannot take it anymore yet you can never see it because my growth is behind the cloud that you see from below, then I would release everything with bolts of lightning and claps of thunder and if you are ever 'lucky' enough that I store too much, you might see hurricanes and typhoons that would bring chaos to whatever or whoever is close by and for this to happen then I could only sigh...

Of course most of the time I would still be a passing cloud that pass by you yet you'll never notice me unless you bother to look up despite your busy life into the far sky only then you will realise I was there all along and if you are curious to find out more and actually climb up that steep and dangerous path to the mountain tops to see what I'm like up close... You will come to realise one thing that from afar you can see it's there, but when you're up there, neither can you touch it with your hands or bring it up close to see it yet you can feel the calm and coolness when you're there so you know that I'm still there... And another thing is when you are in it, you will no longer see what is outside of it for you will be covered with fog that blurs the road ahead of you... so be careful and don't be too rash or you might hit something unpleasant... hahaha...

Had a Vision
on Saturday, April 14, 2007, 12:19 AM