:: Bad Present ::
Today is a gift, that's why it's called present.
Sometimes I feel some gifts arn't always good ones... like today..
My alarm didn't wake me up so I got up late at 6 plus then I quickly msg the rest and ask how.. then they tell me to call boss say I diarrhoea which I hesitated cos I shouldn't lie.. and I'm not good at it.. but eventually I sms him to say I stomachache which I really really really felt a little tiny pain in my stomach... =X
He replied "OK."
phew... close call... BUT when I reached the bus stop outside the camp, it was raining super heavily! SHIT! Then I had to decide between getting a cab, risk wasting money or walking in the rain, risk my health...
The answer was obvious to me but instead, I prayed, and decided to wait for the rain to stop, risk getting scolded...
20 mins felt like 20 days at the bus stop as I wait, I prayed... In the end when the heavy rain simmer down to a drizzle, I decide to walk in. By the time I reached and changed it was 9.20am but heck, I just went down and helped out with the rehearsals. Boss seem to be either closing 1 eye or too busy with the rehearsal... Then at the end of it, he suddenly asked me how was my stomach! I stumped! And said I'm better liao... Feel so guilty for lying.. But.. Thank God, seriously.. Thank you God!
He then dismissed us early to do our own thing and do our PT.. I went for my FFI and passed it, ready for recourse but still hoping to go signals for pro term.. but HR told me the chances are few to none and I had to go infantry first, commission liao then go signal as officer-on-course. Made me think twice about signing on but I thought, I still want that CCNA cert and a better future, some work experience to help me get to Uni and anyway, If I really get the Sword of Honour, why not use my army talent on the nation!!
On my way home, my mei sms me to tell me that my poly results will need a week to print which means a later time of handing up my application as to sign on which shortens my chance to go signals pro term even more! Sad and moody on the train as I went home, I just wanted to.. GRRR... but I just kept quiet till I reach home...
On my way home, my torch tried to lure me out with reverse psychology to lit up my darkness... basket...
Had a Vision
on Wednesday, June 11, 2008, 6:40 PM