This was the first thing I saw when I walk to the cafeteria to wait for my security briefing. White Lab coats and a white shower cap!! My first thought was, "Do I have to wear that?!!"

The company I'm currently in is super high in security so I'm afraid I can't say much about it here. Anyway, after the day I feel that I'm getting to know a little more about the adult life for most adults. So this is what happens for me and I'm guessing it'll be the same for many days. Wake up really early, take 1.5hrs to go to work (for me is still training), take 1.5hrs to go back, go supermarket buy some stuffs (saw many working adults), go bank (still see many working adults), reach home, eat dinner/supper, and I'm pretty much left with an hour or so before I have to go to bed and the cycle continues... seems like a monotonous routine life to me or so it seems...

I think I may like this job cos after so long I finally get to work alongside with girls again!! (3 yrs poly engineering, 2 yrs army, 1 yr game design, many yrs in homogeneous cell, the more I hung out with guys the more I find guys are really assholes... and the worst part is, they know but they don't care!) Anyway, yay! Girls! And they're all older than me! So no worries! (I prefer younger girls) and the next good thing is that they let me wear jeans to work if I want and there's nobody whose job is to judge me by my hair. I'm pretty much a designer though I feel like I'll be doing much of other security admin stuffs instead but it's okay cos the pay is good and the skills required are worth my time as I get to learn new stuff unlike the other brainless jobs I've done like waitering, packing, and book store assistant. The last good thing is that there's actually a chance to be transfered to other departments in the company and even a chance to other countries. The downside is that the place is so super secure, I can't even bring my cellphone into my office. I must wear the ugly tag known as a badge around my neck at all times else I'm gonna get it real bad. The white lab coat and cap is must also but it's okay cos I kinda look like a doctor/scientist.

Another down thing is that Beijing trip needs to be postponed cos I'm under 3 months probation and I can't take any leave yet. Oh well.

Had a problem going to school just now... I got lost cos I took the right bus in the wrong direction. In the end, I was really too late my teacher tell me no need to come. This is kind of unexpected but thank God, my teacher is understanding enough so I'll be self-learning again for this year.

Now I just need to fix the IPT sessions and these few project deadlines in April. Super packed. Kind of regret that this IS REALLY HARDER THAN I THOUGHT. God, please give me the strength to overcome these minor obstacles in my life. Thank you God for reminding me that this is just the dark before the morning.